discolé monade

we are one more christmas away from being aired on hoarders. TIGHT!!!!

funny you say that. but yeah...i think i'm a better person. i didn't hold onto that shit, like some people do. i look at it like 'he didn't kill me, just made me stronger' except that one time he through me down the stairs because i lost my bus pass. it was right after that i left. but, i mean...he taught me how to fight like a dude...so. he gave me gumption, get up and go, do your shit once and well, all that stuff. he adored my sibling. and honestly, probably because she was blond/porcelain. i met up with later in life, right before i went into service, and he was proud of me then, but, probably because right after mos school i got orders to saudi. maybe he thought i was gonna' die? than he could brag? eh...iono. that is ancient history.

my parental unit was militant strict. i could list the rules...but let's just say watch 'full metal jacket' to get an idea. he was an abusive man, that didn't like that i was born a girl...and reminded me of my genetic downfall on a constant basis. so..i was raised the way his dad raised him. with a belt, a heavy hand, and no love. i had to join sports all the time. and that was a whole seperate issue. 'my integrity was for shit! i needed to WIN, WIN, WIN'

i just want it to stop. and i can't make it stop. it's making my screen all janky.

well...fuck offshore drilling. *sigh*

ok...i can't seem to block this shit. ffs.

wait. was this an actual ad?

great. there goes the buick.

and then there's maude. *sigh*

i mean..as happy as it can be, given how us humans, are so shitty to it. happy earth day!

the actual page has to be shifted to fit the screen now. at least for me.

well..i'm on a laptop. AND I SEE NO BATMAN!

may day.

i saw no such thing. yeah...i creeped your profile.

i like all the chocolates. all of them.

tiger milk. duh

2 fucking minutes man. 2 fucking. minutes.

bnjmy ~ sorry dude...no smut pics admin pat ~ what did i do? NOTHING! i am unbannable! fuggz ~ why in the flying fuck? pooh ~ i love you too sweet pea. still me~ whatchu' want gurl?

i turned that off. let me check who's been checking me out.

*one of my glass shattering burps* i sure am babe.

amen, brotha'. amen.

i don't know what i'm going to do this winter. i have a shit ton of annuals in pots, but no where to put themi i'll bring most in this year...but, sure wish i had a greenhouse. >.>

is kush a succulent?