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i do believe you would have our country completely crippled, for lack of a better term. any country you don't agree with, don't do business with them? that includes tourism, yes?

i do. i have a modified workout. that includes stretching. i've been unable to do the more physical (mod pullups/pushups)this week, but stretching is key right now. and i fast walk a mile. thank you. i will. it's moving. the apple cleanse did what it was supposed to do, i just think i should have prepped better for it. more salads with flax seed. etc.

^this. i'm still trying to understand why the u.s. exports, then, imports the same products for a higher rate from another country. wrapping my head around the millionaire farmers around here, and yet, can't find a peanut, or decent ear of corn in the store.

i don't even know where i could find that*. but that is something i would try. is it as bad as kimchi? becuase that's always a nose tickler. *in savannah. i figured.

not ^quite^ what i was looking for. oh well

also this is a dragon. but i'm one of those weirdos that sees something in all the surroundings. i don't think that's the right verbage. eh.

just wanted to let you know i was thinking about you. have a great rest of your day. god.

everything. trip to the e.r. there was some butt play, and the nurse REALLY seemed into it. like...to the point that every 10 minutes, 'if this doesn't work, i'm going in' i told her she had to buy me a drink first. she laughed. i laughed. it was ackward. 2 enemas, 4 stool softner pills, 6 deculax, milk of magnesia, magnesium citrate. black beans, more apples, black eye peas, salad. 1 meal a day, except the other day i had salad then popcorn that night. and all i drink is water, which is my norm, but i've had to double up...but it's not helping.

end of week 2, going into week 3, and 4 weeks without and actual proper movement. i am wondering how long i need to let it run it's course, via the VA? this worked, and failed. the apples moved everything downward...but it was too much? iono. i'm on a diet of salad and beans. just finished black beans from the last couple days. black eyed peas next. just read lisa m. prestley died from an obstruction. see...the VA ignored me for 6 months when it came to the gall bladder, next think i know, i'm being scheduled for surgery. i hate not being listened to.

somebody absolutely trained him to do this. and like stilgar said, not even surprised.

i can tell you, your brother wouldn't have known of any contingency plans from the pentagon. yes, the same 1/5 currently in the news. but it was only a handful. mwss 374 and 373 handled the majority of that. nothing was going to hit the fans, like the news wanted you to believe. the city caught fire, then it got put out. people were pissed, and rightfully so. but cali. gov got it under control, and spun that quick, and got rodney all paid out, and bff with the trucker. /s/

mazey day reminded me of an 80's film that was just as horrible. BUT i was not expecting that. honestly thought it was going to go a completely different, on the run, route.

yeah, not from nc. if that's what you mean. no. they called the national guards and us, being the closest, and next base.

wait, he was at the riots? we were at the riots.

that was the only part of american horror story, the 2 stories season, that they were in p'town off season. i've been there off season, and it's just as beautiful, but yes, eery.

and then head to martha's vineyard, and you're like, wtf just happened. when i say vanilla....SOOO vanilla. -there was an excellent ice cream shop there. right off the ferry. but i think john belushi had a place there, and i just knew it was him i saw with some other people.

^that's how it was in the 80's.

it's been SO long since i've been to p'town. but yes, that does look familiar. and that's why i love that place. it's almost magical.

i love this piece. where was this?

yes. they absolutely will. when it comes to children. be sure of that. and that is a very nice thing to say. thank you. i try. i am an asshole on most days, i know that. but i'm a good chaotic.

well, that's where i was going next. i'm broken. i know i'm broken. the marine corps even told me i am broken, and it's their fault, by $$. i'll never be the same person. i try, hard. but, it's work to get back to who one was. i still feel, on a few days, that i'm just a character in my own life. that's something i deal with. among other things. going back to this story. there's no real way that marine could have kept her hidden for 2 weeks in the barracks. there is a guard duty in the barracks. they walk around the barracks random hours throughout the day. [barracks duty sucks ass, when you don't live in the barracks, btw.] also, thursdays is field day. so, barracks are literally scrubbed down, for inspection friday. now, i'm not saying he didn't shuffle her around, or put her in a car, but chances are, if that marine lives in the barracks he probably doesn't have a vehicle. and he's with 1/5? those are near the PX, somebody would have seen those shenanigans. with an upcoming hoiday, inspections would have been double intense, this is when promotions and moves happen.

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not for a very long time.