Blackrose321

I wish I knew how my parents' dog died. She was only 9 and I just saw her in June. But we've fallen out since then and it was their friend who informed me. They ignored my husband's call and refused to return it, even today, on my bday. I don't mind them ignoring my bday, I just wish I knew what happened to her. They loved her but they are bad pet owners so I worry she suffered. I hope she didn't.

I'm a Kpop fan, sorry. 😅

Butter chicken, garlic naan, and vegetarian samosa. I'm starting a strict diet tomorrow to get my health in check so I wanted Indian for my last meal. 😂

A protein shake. On a strict doctor-monitored diet to get my health under control. Not fun but it's necessary.

I feel like I've posted a Cassette Beasts song before, maybe even this one...

Close, crippling depression. lol

I'm thinking, "I hope I can follow my plans for the day..." They're so simple but I've been depressed so it's like climbing Everest just to get started with basic tasks.

This looks good, I'll definitely watch it. I loved the book. Well, I loved reading it, David Grann did a great job with it, but I hated the actual story. It's infuriating what happened to these people so I hope the movie does them justice.

I feel like planning our summer activities is taking way too long because my husband keeps thinking of things backwards, like asking where we'll be staying when we go to the ren faire when we haven't even established where the dogs will be. We can't leave 3 dogs unattended for 3 days...so step 1 should be finding a safe place for them before we worry about booking ourselves a room, which is the far easier part. And then we kept going back and forth over whether we're going to Cedar Point for weeks because he's indecisive. And it's already freaking July 10!

I just finished The Horror of Dolores Roach on Prime. I enjoyed it, everything moves pretty fast so you're never bored.

Omg I did something similar and now I'm writing this through squinted eyes because I'm exhausted. You'd think we'd know better by now. 🤣

Turned out great, but took a lot longer than expected haha.

I haven't gotten to do it yet, it keeps raining! Tomorrow is my one and only shot, it's going to rain after that. The pressure is on!

It's been storming where I am, too. My middle dog is afraid of loud noises - sirens, fireworks...storms - so he startled awake from wherever he'd been sleeping in the house and came running to us for cuddles like a toddler.

I don't know if it was a good idea to decide to try smoking brisket on the 4th, I have no idea what I am doing and the more I read, the more stressed I get...

FF14 is patching on my Steam Deck at about 10MB/s right now. I should walk upstairs to see if the connection is better up there but...I don't wanna...

Well I haven't been following that so I feel like I should get to commission something to feel included.

What am I allowed to commission if I do?

This is so stupid but I laughed anyways.

I'm not sure I could throw a chair, they were pretty heavy. I could start with a pen. Or maybe a quill and confuse some people.

There are degrees of snapping, though. I don't mean that I'm always polite and smiling, but I've never, say, thrown a chair, tossed a pen in someone's face, or threatened to slit someone's throat...