fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 (edited) For the 1st time in my life I am not worried about a thing. This is ME saying this...me so anxious and having such bad clinical anxiety is pushed me to begging bucket for xanax LOL I FEEL GREAT! is it the thyroid meds? I dunno. But i got all up in my supervisors face this week...i cussed out my team lead this week...Why?! partly because I HAVE NO ANXIETY AND DIDNT GIVE A SHIT ABT LOSING MY JOB! I mean my anxiety was so bad i kissed so much ass thinking id lose that stupid job and lose everything... Now im like FUCK DAT JOB Now i DO love the job but i know I'll be fine without it Wow...so is this how most people feel? I love it. Its great! I hope it lasts! Please let it last! I dont see me ever stopping these thyroid pills (just in case theyre the culprit) GET YER THYROIDS CHECKED! Edited October 20, 2019 by fuggstop 1
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, ITasteLikeSex said: Fuggs confirmed for drunk lol im sober af took my meds on a full stomach, too!
Naraku4656 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, ITasteLikeSex said: Fuggs confirmed for drunk and soon to be unemployed 2
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, Naraku4656 said: and soon to be unemployed Nah. U don't know how bad they need good tenured reps. But i have been applying for new jobs and there's tons of them. Sucky hours but ill survive.
André Toulon Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 2 minutes ago, fuggstop said: took my meds on a full stomach, too! OMFG, yes YES! 2
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, André Toulon said: OMFG, yes YES! 🙄 the geodon idiot
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 @Naraku4656 you hear me tho? Dont u suffer from anxiety? It cant hurt to get your levels checked!
André Toulon Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 4 minutes ago, Naraku4656 said: and soon to be unemployed I love the precursors to turmoil....
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, André Toulon said: I love the precursors to turmoil.... Nah..i got called into a meeting and told to chill If they wanted to fire me they would have just done it instead of trying to reason with me
André Toulon Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 Rationalizing the impending doom that one has already succumbed to....It's so much fun. Too bad I'm going to miss the rest of this.
Naraku4656 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 4 minutes ago, fuggstop said: @Naraku4656 you hear me tho? Dont u suffer from anxiety? It cant hurt to get your levels checked! my anxiety has nothing to do with thyroid issues. my sibling is anxious. my parents have anxiety problems, my grandparents are anxious people.
Naraku4656 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 9 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Nah. U don't know how bad they need good tenured reps. But i have been applying for new jobs and there's tons of them. Sucky hours but ill survive. i thought they needed me at my last job. and they did, until they didn't
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 1 minute ago, Naraku4656 said: my anxiety has nothing to do with thyroid issues. my sibling is anxious. my parents have anxiety problems, my grandparents are anxious people. So are mine. My mom smokes and drinks her anxiety away. Shes a trust fund baby and has money coming out of her ears but she still sits up drinking worrying about NOTHING
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 2 minutes ago, Naraku4656 said: i thought they needed me at my last job. and they did, until they didn't There's other jobs out there for me...i just kinda need the schedule but i can survive without it. I have before.
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 9 minutes ago, fuggstop said: So are mine. My mom smokes and drinks her anxiety away. Shes a trust fund baby and has money coming out of her ears but she still sits up drinking worrying about NOTHING Anxiety doesn’t work like that. More goes into anxiety than finances. Maybe she had an abusive childhood. Maybe something happened in her life to give her some level of PTSD which is going untreated. Could be her brain is wired wrong. What if despite being taken care of financially she’s terrified she’ll never live up to what’s expected of her?
Naraku4656 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 13 minutes ago, fuggstop said: So are mine. My mom smokes and drinks her anxiety away. Shes a trust fund baby and has money coming out of her ears but she still sits up drinking worrying about NOTHING none of us have any money.
Naraku4656 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 11 minutes ago, fuggstop said: There's other jobs out there for me...i just kinda need the schedule but i can survive without it. I have before. i guess if something ever happened to me, and it was soon enough, i could knock on the door of my old place. i'd rather not for political reasons 1
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 12 minutes ago, ITasteLikeSex said: Anxiety doesn’t work like that. More goes into anxiety than finances. Maybe she had an abusive childhood. Maybe something happened in her life to give her some level of PTSD which is going untreated. Could be her brain is wired wrong. What if despite being taken care of financially she’s terrified she’ll never live up to what’s expected of her? No she worries about dumb shit. Like today she was screaming her head off cuz my daughter sneaked and wore a sweater we haven't dried yet. It wasn't even that cold and i just told her to take the sweater off. My mom was screaming her head off over nothing. I just learned to ignore her. My therapist calls her "extra".
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 8 minutes ago, fuggstop said: No she worries about dumb shit. Like today she was screaming her head off cuz my daughter sneaked and wore a sweater we haven't dried yet. It wasn't even that cold and i just told her to take the sweater off. My mom was screaming her head off over nothing. I just learned to ignore her. My therapist calls her "extra". Yeah your mom needs a therapist. There’s either something deep going on there or she’s just nuts and needs a doctor.
mthor Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 4 minutes ago, fuggstop said: No she worries about dumb shit. Like today she was screaming her head off cuz my daughter sneaked and wore a sweater we haven't dried yet. It wasn't even that cold and i just told her to take the sweater off. My mom was screaming her head off over nothing. I just learned to ignore her. My therapist calls her "extra". Be nice. And tell your therapist to be nice, or at least, professional. It's entirely possible that your mom has undiagnosed bipolar - there is a strong hereditary component, and some of her behaviors that you've described in the past suggest it. 1
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 2 minutes ago, mthor said: Be nice. And tell your therapist to be nice, or at least, professional. It's entirely possible that your mom has undiagnosed bipolar - there is a strong hereditary component, and some of her behaviors that you've described in the past suggest it. mthor said it better than me.
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 44 minutes ago, ITasteLikeSex said: Yeah your mom needs a therapist. There’s either something deep going on there or she’s just nuts and needs a doctor. Shes always refuses to go. Even tho shes a vet and can get treated for free.
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 43 minutes ago, mthor said: Be nice. And tell your therapist to be nice, or at least, professional. It's entirely possible that your mom has undiagnosed bipolar - there is a strong hereditary component, and some of her behaviors that you've described in the past suggest it. I know but she doesn't want to get help so she gets no empathy.
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 14 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Shes always refuses to go. Even tho shes a vet and can get treated for free. Force her somehow. Intervention, ultimatum, whatever.
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 1 minute ago, ITasteLikeSex said: Force her somehow. Intervention, ultimatum, whatever. Been there dont that
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 Just now, fuggstop said: Been there dont that 2x4 to the head and literally drag her to a doctor
fuggstop Posted October 20, 2019 Author Posted October 20, 2019 2 minutes ago, ITasteLikeSex said: 2x4 to the head and literally drag her to a doctor That's illegal
ITasteLikeSex Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 1 minute ago, fuggstop said: That's illegal Don’t get caught
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 1 minute ago, ITasteLikeSex said: Don’t get caught Think about this.... Every criminal that got caught, probably thought they weren't gonna get caught. Why would they have committed the crime if they thought they'd get caught?
NaBarney Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 1 minute ago, Doom Metal Alchemist said: Think about this.... Every criminal that got caught, probably thought they weren't gonna get caught. Why would they have committed the crime if they thought they'd get caught? Sometimes people do things without thinking about all that first.
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 11 minutes ago, NaBones said: Sometimes people do things without thinking about all that first. Ok, maybe replace "thought they weren't gonna get caught" with the slightly different "didn't think they were gonna get caught."
mthor Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 7 hours ago, fuggstop said: I know but she doesn't want to get help so she gets no empathy. Ah. All the compassion I would have expected from someone who is so emotionally and intellectually above the rest of us. 2
inuyashaboy05 Posted October 20, 2019 Posted October 20, 2019 Wow so happy for you!!! I suffer from Anxiety disorder myself....but it's hereditary and is strongly affected by my Autism. Somedays I beg for just a few moments of peace. 1
fuggstop Posted October 21, 2019 Author Posted October 21, 2019 15 minutes ago, inuyashaboy05 said: Wow so happy for you!!! I suffer from Anxiety disorder myself....but it's hereditary and is strongly affected by my Autism. Somedays I beg for just a few moments of peace. Im sorry. Good luck to you!
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