nameraka

i was thinking of reaching out just to see how they were, but i have to be careful. i don't think i can let them know that i know. it would just complicate things for them now, and i'd only be doing it to feel better. i mean, i want to feel better, but not at their expense.

thanks. got good and properly drunk last night. didn't really help. i'm sure this feeling will go away in time.

depressed. triggered by a thought i had about something that happened in high school of all things. someone i cared about was trying to tell me something and i was so wrapped up in my bullshit that i just didn't see it. had a sudden realization of what it was and everything just fell into place. i would have acted differently if i'd known. now it's way too late to do anything and probably too late to apologize, and it would only seem self serving if i did. apparently there's no statute of limitations on regret. fml...

this is very wrong. you should go watch it right now.

bumping this. rest in peace string fellow hawk. https://abcnews.go.com/Entertainment/wireStory/actor-jan-michael-vincent-airwolf-died-61563864

my biggest problem with the rocky movies in general is that rocky only knows how to block with his face.

get off of my goddamn lawn you punk!

What, what?

Fuck! Goddamn technology.

is this damn thing even on?

omg. she's my fucking hero!

um. that isn't how you use the shaving cream.

Then there you go.

People will talk and make assumptions. Do you care?

ah. this makes sense. so you're saying i shouldn't have eaten it then...

i think you're confusing man with masochist.

why the fuck does my shaving cream have caffeine in it? can caffeine be absorbed through the skin? what the fuck is the point of this? so many questions...

I always liked his radio show, actually. I would stay up late to listen.

shit. really?

i'm an alt of an alt.

who the fuck are they? i swear someone should put a bullet in their heads.

i find this offensive to my culture as an alcoholic.

oh great. woke up sunday song free, and then saw this. fuck...

so we can all have it stuck in ours too.