Like I said before, I was the only hippie kid in bible thumping red neck town. Other kids picked on me maliciously and relentlessly, and the school district enabled their abuse by sticking me in the remedial class. I was the one who kept getting in fights because it was a bunch of other different kids, I was the antagonizer, not them. How could it be them when I got into fights so often? It was a conspiracy. I wasn't stupid, I was angry and rightfully so, but they told me being angry was bad, I was bad, and I was just a kid, I didn't know anything. I was the one being abused and targeted, and I was the bad guy, I was causing it. I was just a hippie who didn't go to church. They demonized me. I have zero social skills. I even get uncomfortable and edgy around people I like. That early situation established a pattern that had me stuck in remedial classes until I dropped out. I have a bad work history, and criminal record. I cannot get a job. I am pretty much fucked if I can't get them to pay for what they did.