Sat in the Social Security office for 4 hours to try talking to someone about my benefits being cut off for literally no fucking reason and.... was able to schedule an appointment.
Then when I got to the train stop, I swear I watched it come in, I booked it, and it started taking off the moment I finished crossing. I thought it had been there for like 10-15 seconds so I throw my arms up at the driver.
And a cop(? He had a badge, might've been transit security) I hadn't noticed started giving me grief for being shitty to the driver. He made it out like the train was already moving when I crossed the trackd, even though it either wasn't or had started and hadn't picked up enough speed for me to notice. I told him I didn't know the doors had closed, but he kept on giving flack.
So, I put my headphones back on and said, "Whatever, dude," while walking away.
But I'm pissed off at everything since the universe takes any chance to fuck me over at the faintest sign of it improving, and I listen to people when they talk to me regardless of if they are a stranger. Wouldn't have taken the headphones off in the first place otherwise.
Now I feel bad for blowing off a cop since he wasn't being hostile and the likelihood of me basically telling a total stranger to fuck off out of pure rage at things they have nothing to do with is extremely out of character. I have an unreasonable tolerance toward bullshit and this guy just seemed to be sticking up for the train driver.
Not to mention I had to be told by the Social Security lady to quit swearing or she couldn't help me. Wasn't targeting her with my vulgarity, I was just ranting about how my payments shouldn't have stopped and the last person I talked to was going to put in a dire need request, then 2 weeks later I have heard nothing and have called her extension like 20 times, left at least 3-4 voicemails, with no success nor returned call. I thought I'd hear back last week and have tried calling every day this week. But again, typically, I'll blow my gasket UNTIL I'm dealing with an actual customer service person, not during.