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Also I quit drinking. I noticed the depressants on top of meds weren't a good mix for me. Weed though, we tight as a potato's butthole.

I smoke the marijuana. But I also take Vraylar, Lexapro and Adderall for my mental health. ... You're not seeing crazy ass posts from me anymore. 😂 ... Anyways, Depression has been a battle since my teens. At 18 I attempted suicide by taking 17 amitryptoline, which I was prescribed at the time for my insomnia. I still have some manic days, but not as bad as I did. Vraylar is for bipolar. Which I am. It just gives the Lexapro a little more boost and vice versa. Also my adhd is annoying. Because my brain doesnt shut off, so sometimes when I take my meds I end up napping. Yes, napping on adderall. 👌

1 week to my birthday. 3 days of work. 2 concerts. YAYYY WEEKEND.

I have no friends. Well i have 3 and theyre all busy. Im bored. 😭

At a 7 year old's birthday. Yayyyyy. Its Wednesday themed. It was supposed to be nightmare before christmas. Im starving. Her dad needs to hurry up on the grill. We gonna all starve.

I woke up to a giant pimple under my lip on my chin. Wtf is this bullshit. It hurts. I popped it and put meds on it. But come onnnnn.

I'm so bored. Babysitting is boring. The kids dont wanna watch anything. I'm staring at the ceiling while bobs burgers plays in the background. I wanna punch my best friend for taking a 2nd job and having to use my car to get there. 😮‍💨

YAYYYY. I'M SEEING ADTR THE 10TH. K BYE.

I have a year left until I hit 35. Does that when the peak counts? Cuz I keep being told after 35 its all downhill.

Its only 60 fucking degrees. Apparently summer turned the off switch quickly. I'm freezing. I shouldn't be bundled like this!

Happy birthday deary!

I think my psych NP forgot about me again. Last time he left me in the waiting room for an hour...because he forgot I was here. ... I know I'm forgettable but geesh.

THIS IS A DREAM FEVER I'VE NEVER EXPECTED. ALKALINE TRIO IS PLAYING WITH BLINK ON SEPT 11TH. AHHHH MY TWO FAVORITE BANDS UNDER ONE ROOF. 😭😭 I'M NOT CRYING. YOU'RE CRYING.

I've had sex in cemeteries multiple times.

I'm bored. I dont want to work rn. Can I has nap plz.

There's a fine ass Puerto Rican man out here calling me pumpkin booty. I'm not mad. But it makes me laugh everytime he texts me asking me about my day.

Peanut is sound asleep in my bed. I'm tired of working already. Blehhhh Monday.

3 weeks until my birthday and Blink 182 and roller-coasters. Debating if I want to go see ADTR on the 10th and then the next day see Blink or just skip that concert. ... Yayy concerts. Jobros were amaze balls. I filled a childhood void. .... Also a very hot Rican man is interested in me. 👀 We've hung out like 2xs but I'm just excited he's not just looking to fuck.

Now peanut and I wait until the concert starts.

Tomorrow: work until 3:30 Go to therapy by 4 See the Jonas Brothers by 7 ... Also LOL at my old friend. She keeps trying to convince me to come sit in the lawn with her, when I have actual stadium seats. NOOOO BITCH.

I'm in love with the purp.

I know its saturday night but im an old lady. Why did i agree to go to the movies at 6:45 pm? The movie will probably end by 9. Bleh. I don't want to people.