sometimes life is mysterious, and sometimes, life starts getting in your face saying somethings not right here.
I think as difficult as it might be, youve gotta do everything you can to figure out a way out of this job, whether that means moving, hours of research, more education, or whatever. Life's too short to be stuck in a miserable job. Commit every fiber of your being to getting to a better place.
I know you can do it!!!!