Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 (edited) Patient care when not caring.... Torture Jumping to conclusions when not thinking straight Joking the wrong way...and taking the wrong thing too seriously, like seriously Not confessing the right things the right way enough Not transparent enough, but not able to take the criticisms Not speaking up when clearly there is a need to about something that isn't right for good people. Being lazy. Working while not investing Bitcoins Poor spending habits Poor judgment of character Gulibility Not working on that staredown Having sex at an early age Not speaking up for myself as much as I should have... Being too much about me in a not good way. Not being what I set out. Shitting on my intelligence. Beating myself up Sin Eating too much Fad diets Not working out enough My last relationship and not working through problems enough My last relationship and working with more problems than I could handle. Stressing over shit that isn't my problem Not calling mobile help earlier while I watch her slowly poison herself with alcohol. Not getting mom health insurance when I could afford it. Not praying hard enough before oh shit... Satan (sorry guys) Not doing my homework on time Slacking off Losing motivation Not taking more trip (seriously I've only been to vegas) Bad investments in people Overly trusting Overly paranoid OCD in the worst way Dental hygeine Body hygeine All of my embarassing senerios Sick shit inside my brain Sick shit inside my brain Sick shit inside my brain Not living up to my fullest greatest potential. Reading too much into something that is only a small part of the whole picture. Not behaving like myself Hate. Insecurity Not getting people Not expressing myself enough Not getting enough sleep Taking too much shit Personal and impersonal habits that aren't good. Not expressing my emotions properly. Edited December 14, 2017 by Neko
André Toulon Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 I didn't expect this list to scroll this far.....I won't try to pry to hard, but "satan".....I don't get that one....Did you worship the devil or something....It just seems vague and it kinda bothers me.
stilgar Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 You wanna add one more regret baby? Ewww, that winking smiley is terrible.
Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Author Posted December 14, 2017 Just now, Neko said: Something to do with the last three years....kinda been psychologically messed up...but otherwise harmless and harmful at the same time. If I explained it...it's sad and pathetic and just sad. 4 minutes ago, Gogo Yubari said: I didn't expect this list to scroll this far.....I won't try to pry to hard, but "satan".....I don't get that one....Did you worship the devil or something....It just seems vague and it kinda bothers me.
Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Author Posted December 14, 2017 (edited) 3 minutes ago, stilgar said: You wanna add one more regret baby? Ewww, that winking smiley is terrible. your avatar is more applicable....but I have no room...kinda overfilled with that shit. Pushed out all the warm and squishy. Edited December 14, 2017 by Neko
André Toulon Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 (edited) Well that just raises more questions.......Still, and hear me out......I'm at my happiest when I focus on ONE thing, and get it done instead of trying to handle everything on my plate at once.....It gets overwhelming. Pick one thing to work on and fuck the rest.....Just get that one thing in check....The rest will fall in line eventually, but you'll have something to feel accomplished about. Don't get me wrong.....I'm a fucking mess, I'm awake right now stressing over something that I can't fix and may have to ask for some outside help.....I hate asking for help, but I have no idea where to begin with this situation and I don't wanna fuck it up being over zealous or letting spite guide my hand. Edited December 14, 2017 by Gogo Yubari
Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Author Posted December 14, 2017 1 minute ago, Gogo Yubari said: Well that just raises more questions.......Still, and hear me out......I'm at my happiest when I focus on ONE thing, and get it done instead of trying to handle everything on my plate at once.....It gets overwhelming. Pick one thing to work on and fuck the rest.....Just get that one thing in check....The rest will fall in line eventually, but you'll have something to feel accomplished about. Don't get me wrong, I awake right now stressing over something that I can't fix and may have to ask for some outside help.....I hate asking for help, but I have no idea where to begin with this situation and I don't wanna fuck it up being over zealous or letting spite guide my hand. What do you need help with? I might can offer advice ...You probably can help with mine...well just about anything except for the satan thing and sin...that shit is too much.
André Toulon Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 Ehhhhh, I'd rather not. I've learned my lesson about sharing personal shit on the internet......Though I will give you a short answer on FB PM.
Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Author Posted December 14, 2017 You have my facebook? Kuroonna is what you could look me up under. Last name is smith.
André Toulon Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 7 minutes ago, Neko said: You have my facebook? Kuroonna is what you could look me up under. Last name is smith. Um, I have the one that starts with Ki.......I just sent it.
NaBarney Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 17 minutes ago, Gogo Yubari said: Um, I have the one that starts with Ki.......I just sent it. Let me in on this I'm more bored than interested, but still
André Toulon Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 5 minutes ago, Nabloom said: Let me in on this I'm more bored than interested, but still One, I don't think I can add you to a group chat without being friends and 2.....nah. I'ma keep this one isolated.
Neko Posted December 14, 2017 Author Posted December 14, 2017 13 minutes ago, Nabloom said: Let me in on this I'm more bored than interested, but still You can chat with me about anything else. I'm game. About to pass meds out though.
Still Me Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 are we being dark today? If I sit and think about it...I think the only regret I have is the spending too much one....and the explosive temper....and that last slice of pizza....
Cau Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 My regrets: Making you worried I'm sitting at my desk quietly masturbating Everything else
nameraka Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 In third grade, I cheated on my history exam. In fourth grade, I stole my uncle Max's toupee and I glued it on my face when I was Moses in my Hebrew School play. In fifth grade, I knocked my sister Edie down the stairs and I blamed it on the dog... when my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I got nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out! but the worst thing I ever done: I mixed up all this fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater, hid the puke in my jacket, climbed up to the balcony and then, t-t-then, I made a noise like this: hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa - and then I dumped it over the side, all over the people in the audience. And then, this was horrible, all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other. And I never felt so bad in my entire life! 1
Phillies Posted December 14, 2017 Posted December 14, 2017 3 hours ago, nameraka said: In third grade, I cheated on my history exam. In fourth grade, I stole my uncle Max's toupee and I glued it on my face when I was Moses in my Hebrew School play. In fifth grade, I knocked my sister Edie down the stairs and I blamed it on the dog... when my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I got nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out! but the worst thing I ever done: I mixed up all this fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater, hid the puke in my jacket, climbed up to the balcony and then, t-t-then, I made a noise like this: hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa - and then I dumped it over the side, all over the people in the audience. And then, this was horrible, all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other. And I never felt so bad in my entire life! 1
Neko Posted December 15, 2017 Author Posted December 15, 2017 13 hours ago, Still Me said: are we being dark today? If I sit and think about it...I think the only regret I have is the spending too much one....and the explosive temper....and that last slice of pizza.... OOOh, explosive temper. I've kinda developed that, but if feels so foreign...I have a bit of a hot head but I've mellowed out a little. I've exploded on people before when I was younger, blacked out and errythang. When I got older, I kinda kept it in check because I have to work with people all the time. I just didn't fit, so I had to slice it off, but It came back full force and it's so inconvient.
Neko Posted December 15, 2017 Author Posted December 15, 2017 13 hours ago, Phillies said: what is your OCD like? Lately, trying to be about something that wouldn't harm good peeps...my mind is torn to pieces but I do know my cardinal directions. Mainly ethical stuff. I've been hallucinating some bad shit. Demon attack? Who knows. It ate me up and I saw some horrible shit. Hi, I'm your friendly nurse whos's actively hallucinating everyday!
Neko Posted December 15, 2017 Author Posted December 15, 2017 10 hours ago, nameraka said: In third grade, I cheated on my history exam. In fourth grade, I stole my uncle Max's toupee and I glued it on my face when I was Moses in my Hebrew School play. In fifth grade, I knocked my sister Edie down the stairs and I blamed it on the dog... when my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I got nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out! but the worst thing I ever done: I mixed up all this fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater, hid the puke in my jacket, climbed up to the balcony and then, t-t-then, I made a noise like this: hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa - and then I dumped it over the side, all over the people in the audience. And then, this was horrible, all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other. And I never felt so bad in my entire life! Shit man, I would have whooped your ass...naw, I kid. I cheated on a 1st grade test when I was younger...I forged a signature and felt guilty about it till I was in 3 or 4th grade...shit ate me up so bad I think I probably would have croaked over. Every since then, it kinda changed a part of my personality where I would try to tell as honestly as I could an answer. It worked well till I worked with people so much that telling people "white lies" kinda messed me up...telling a person that they're home or fine might not be the best honesty policy but shit like that kinda bothers me. Lately though...it got me in a whole lot more trouble that I could account for...but you know...shit happens. I wonder how my karma was 4 years ago vs today?
Neko Posted December 15, 2017 Author Posted December 15, 2017 10 hours ago, Cau said: My regrets: Making you worried I'm sitting at my desk quietly masturbating Everything else Please refrain from holding you hands below the screen...I don't trust your facial expressions.
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