after I bought my $17 ticket. i now have absolutely NOTHING to do this weekend except take madison to the library and singing lessons. Maybe fuck my fuck buddy but lately ive been losing interest in him. I think im one of those shitty girls that cant get excited for the nice guy. Ignore a text. Take 48 hours to respond or something. NEGLECT ME.
he has stopped messaging me on tuesdays and wednesdays to make sure i can see him on saturday BUT I NEED MOAR SHITTY TREATMENT.. nothing going on down there. NOTHING. slightly considering blocking him and just working on myself - stop seeing dudes altogether. men bore me now. (ah shit..is that lack of interest in enjoyable shit signifying a slip back into depression - awesome. great)