ive been researching it lately, and I found that im anxious attachment.
i fear abandonment.
and im sure there are people here who find amusement in my pain but i, after 3 years of building a life and dreams. have been abandoned.
ill be in my new place by march...this will be the first time ive been alone since getting at at home job...so im thinking of getting a second job just to get out of the house lol