I actually (surprisingly) got exactly what I ordered. But I ordered it through DoorDash. So, naturally, my food was cold, my fries were virtually unsalted, the ice in my drink was melted, and they forgot to give me a straw.
It's weird how your mind can be so jumbled with thoughts that it feels like you're literally thinking about everything & nothing all at once.
Or is that just me?
I don't wanna say I know how you feel, because I probably don't. But being completely stuck in life is something I know far too well. If I knew a way out of the feeling, I would be more than happy to share it. The best advice I can give is to just do the best you can, and try not to be so hard on yourself.
I also know that's not easy to do, though. Sorry I suck at giving advice.