RainyDayJizz#35 Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 48 minutes ago, RedemptionZeni said: All right I feel much better than I did earlier. Still not completely right Wait so I read this over and I'm genuinely confused. I didn't realize that most people here thought I was "crying wolf" for years. Uhhh.. I hate to break it to you, but almost all of my girl problem stories from the past fifteen years actually happened. 🙄 Well except for that one I posted a little over a decade ago about confronting that Turkish girl who was blowing me off in the parking garage outside of my school. That was just what I wanted to do because I was mad that she wouldn't reply to my texts and I wanted to see how the ASMB would react if I were to do that. Anyway, that's all in the past, guys. I'm not like that anymore. This whole liver situation has really mellowed me out and I'm so happy to be part of this community again, but a totally changed guy. 👍 God dammit Zeni. 1
scoobdog Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 1 hour ago, RedemptionZeni said: All right I feel much better than I did earlier. Still not completely right Wait so I read this over and I'm genuinely confused. I didn't realize that most people here thought I was "crying wolf" for years. Uhhh.. I hate to break it to you, but almost all of my girl problem stories from the past fifteen years actually happened. 🙄 Well except for that one I posted a little over a decade ago about confronting that Turkish girl who was blowing me off in the parking garage outside of my school. That was just what I wanted to do because I was mad that she wouldn't reply to my texts and I wanted to see how the ASMB would react if I were to do that. Anyway, that's all in the past, guys. I'm not like that anymore. This whole liver situation has really mellowed me out and I'm so happy to be part of this community again, but a totally changed guy. 👍 So why change now? What about having a severe disease made you want to change?
RedemptionZeni Posted February 3, 2021 Author Posted February 3, 2021 28 minutes ago, scoobdog said: So why change now? What about having a severe disease made you want to change? I see all my faults and flaws for what they were. It does seem superficial because if I hadn't gotten liver cirrhosis and alcoholic hepatitis and found myself on the verge of death nobody in the world believes I would have wanted to change, but I really don't ever wanna be the old Zeni who was so problematic and the ultimate narcissist.
scoobdog Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 Kind of a generic answer there, my man. One doesn't change simply because he is afraid of dying, especially when it comes to things like narcissism. Did you even pinpoint why you acted that way?
RedemptionZeni Posted February 3, 2021 Author Posted February 3, 2021 1 minute ago, scoobdog said: Did you even pinpoint why you acted that way? I'm not sure why I did tbh. I thought it was because I enjoyed getting a rise out of people. Isn't it enough that I'm resolved to never act like that again?
bnmjy Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 . . . or maybe you just started HIV treatment and your body's T-cells are finally rising to fight opportunistic infections. People tend to look like shit during this phase, but fortunately the prognosis of HIV treatment is good.
RainyDayJizz#35 Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 1 minute ago, bnmjy said: . . . or maybe you just started HIV treatment and your body's T-cells are finally rising to fight opportunistic infections. People tend to look like shit during this phase, but fortunately the prognosis of HIV treatment is good. QANON
bnmjy Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 4 minutes ago, RainyDayJizz#35 said: QANON And the liver issues are just co-morbid hepatitis. 1
RainyDayJizz#35 Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 7 minutes ago, bnmjy said: And the liver issues are just co-morbid hepatitis. I've already reported your username to the FBI.
PenguinBoss Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 13 hours ago, RedemptionZeni said: I don't even know how anyone can think I'm making this up. I really feel like I'm gonna die soon. If I took a picture of myself right now, you'd see how skinny my arms have gotten, they're like pencils, and I can feel my ribs on both sides. I'll touch my sides and I can legit feel the bones. How am I gonna possibly recover from this? I don't know if I should be offended, because you're describing how I've looked the vast majority of my life. I know you're not faking your condition, but there are certainly worse symptoms than losing weight.
RedemptionZeni Posted February 3, 2021 Author Posted February 3, 2021 Nope, I hear it referenced on YouTube all the time though. Don't have Netflix
Sieg67 Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 5 hours ago, PenguinBoss said: I don't know if I should be offended, because you're describing how I've looked the vast majority of my life. I know you're not faking your condition, but there are certainly worse symptoms than losing weight. Oh, he has bigger issues but it's not my place to disclose that here.
scoobdog Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 7 hours ago, RedemptionZeni said: I'm not sure why I did tbh. I thought it was because I enjoyed getting a rise out of people. Isn't it enough that I'm resolved to never act like that again? If it was enough, would you still be getting doubt about your very obvious illness?
Poof Posted February 3, 2021 Posted February 3, 2021 25 minutes ago, RedemptionZeni said: Nope, I hear it referenced on YouTube all the time though. Don't have Netflix watch it zeni 1
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