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I seriously hate money so much.

It’s got everything fucked up and there’s no way to address the issue because people are addicted to the idea, they will fight with their lives to defend this toxic notion. 

I want to kill myself because there is no way to help anyone or even get myself out of this bullshit hole.

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I've been dicked over as far as money goes. 

I just had to take out a loan from my bank for 3 grand to pay off some of my mom's bills to keep them from losing power for the next couple of months. I also have 600 on one of my credit cards to pay off. 

Technically I owe a friend of mine a grand cause I borrowed from him to pay my own bills back in 2016 when I was unemployed. Back in 2018 I blew 1200 bucks fixing things in my sis's house, the idea being that with their new house having two floors and also a mostly finished basement that I'd rent the basement from them. I spent the money and time replacing the carpets, sealing the basement walls and replacing drywall, as well as replacing some of the plumbing down there so there'd be no risk of leaks... And then she gets back together with my brain dead brother in law, whose a major dumbfuck retarded mother fucker PoS, that treats her and my nephew like shit, him not wanting me to be there, and then refused to reimburse me for all that I put into their house, him trying to say that I did all that by choice and that he doesn't owe me a thing, which is a load of shit, since there was mold in that basement, which is why the carpet needed replaced, walls resealed, and drywall replaced, and etc. If someone tried to live down there they'd have gotten sick. 

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15 minutes ago, Dread Pirate Roberts said:

I've been dicked over as far as money goes. 

I just had to take out a loan from my bank for 3 grand to pay off some of my mom's bills to keep them from losing power for the next couple of months. I also have 600 on one of my credit cards to pay off. 

Technically I owe a friend of mine a grand cause I borrowed from him to pay my own bills back in 2016 when I was unemployed. Back in 2018 I blew 1200 bucks fixing things in my sis's house, the idea being that with their new house having two floors and also a mostly finished basement that I'd rent the basement from them. I spent the money and time replacing the carpets, sealing the basement walls and replacing drywall, as well as replacing some of the plumbing down there so there'd be no risk of leaks... And then she gets back together with my brain dead brother in law, whose a major dumbfuck retarded mother fucker PoS, that treats her and my nephew like shit, him not wanting me to be there, and then refused to reimburse me for all that I put into their house, him trying to say that I did all that by choice and that he doesn't owe me a thing, which is a load of shit, since there was mold in that basement, which is why the carpet needed replaced, walls resealed, and drywall replaced, and etc. If someone tried to live down there they'd have gotten sick. 

If everything ran smoothly, you wouldn’t be able to invent jobs to “solve” the problems you made by cutting corners for profit. Didn’t you know it’s more cost effective to get you groping for cash rather than learning any skills that may be relevant to the long term survival of our species? Some people have made a successful business out of pretty much destroying the environment for everyone, so you need to be paying new surprise bills for the rest of your life, performing meaningless, menial tasks that are not constructive contributions considering the scope of what’s possible engineering wise.

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3 hours ago, Lasty said:

I seriously hate money so much.

It’s got everything fucked up and there’s no way to address the issue because people are addicted to the idea, they will fight with their lives to defend this toxic notion. 

I want to kill myself because there is no way to help anyone or even get myself out of this bullshit hole.

Yo man my DMs are wide open. Hit me up. I'll stay on just in case. 

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1 hour ago, Poof said:

It could be worse lasty. We could be in Siberia

Yeah, I understand that it could be worse, and that an excess of focus on it can make us too grateful for or conversely, complacent with a way of doing things that is not copacetic. 

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