Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 or at least nothing different, special, or amazing. The american dream and material happyness/fame and all that is right out the door. You stop dreaming and striving and just maintain what you got. Life isn't this long, happy, colorful journey like you thought it was. Not that this is a bad thing- peace of mind is better then chasing the wind- which is exactly what it is. But still... there is a lack of satisfaction/disappointment. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bnmjy Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 "Many people die at 25 and aren't buried until they're 75." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1pooh4u Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 Welcome to my world, best not to think about it more than once or twice per year -_' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 "Many people die at 25 and aren't buried until they're 75." So.... zombies? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 Welcome to my world, best not to think about it more than once or twice per year -_' My poor brain can't handel anymore dissapointment. I think I am going to go empty the piggy bank, grab a Leek, and go snort 2 bags of heroin. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chapinator_X Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 +1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 Why are you guaranteed to do nothing different, special, or amazing? -Cue inspirational/motivational speech- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Derackthehunter Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 I'm not familiar with this feeling Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Naraku4656 Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 "Many people die at 25 and aren't buried until they're 75." me too, thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 me too, thanks girls? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quebecelegy Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 >that realization when even if you do something with your life you'll still be the same Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 I will still be a pillow fu**ing bipolar basket case Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quebecelegy Posted January 30, 2017 Share Posted January 30, 2017 I will still be a pillow fu**ing bipolar basket case ill be two of those things, so ur not alone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 30, 2017 Author Share Posted January 30, 2017 ill be two of those things, so ur not alone really? you like pillows too?? we can be friends!!!! :) :) :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MEXobiologist Posted January 31, 2017 Share Posted January 31, 2017 yeahhhhhh, i don't think so even on my worst days, i can't imagine giving in to this feeling. can't stop, won't stop trying to one up myself. its a struggle for sure... but nothing even has the potential to get better if i don't put in effort. but i am also not bipolar, battling chemicals which alter my moods and state of mind to drastic levels. things can get better phillies <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted January 31, 2017 Author Share Posted January 31, 2017 <3 :420: :brownbottle: wink Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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