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UnevenEdge

the realization you are going to do nothing with the rest of your life...


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or at least nothing different, special, or amazing. The american dream and material happyness/fame and all that is right out the door.

 

You stop dreaming and striving and just maintain what you got. Life isn't this long, happy, colorful journey like you thought it was.

 

Not that this is a bad thing- peace of mind is better then chasing the wind- which is exactly what it is.

 

But still... there is a lack of satisfaction/disappointment.

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Welcome to my world, best not to think about it more than once or twice per year -_'

 

My poor brain can't handel anymore dissapointment. I think I am going to go empty the piggy bank, grab a Leek, and go snort 2 bags of heroin. :|

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yeahhhhhh, i don't think so

 

even on my worst days, i can't imagine giving in to this feeling. can't stop, won't stop trying to one up myself. its a struggle for sure... but nothing even has the potential to get better if i don't put in effort.

 

but i am also not bipolar, battling chemicals which alter my moods and state of mind to drastic levels.

things can get better phillies <3

 

 

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