fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Never had such a long streak of good days! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 (edited) I say i got it mostly for frying chicken Edited July 1, 2018 by fuggstop Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 how much did you up the med by? just wondering.... well your mood charts look better then mine. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Did he say why? Like is it just extra gross to clean up afterwards or is he trying to diet and the ease of fried chicken noms like that too much of a tease? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 7 minutes ago, Phillies said: Nice. You are either zombie phillies or really controlling yourself Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 3 minutes ago, katt_goddess said: Did he say why? Like is it just extra gross to clean up afterwards or is he trying to diet and the ease of fried chicken noms like that too much of a tease? Im like...its 60% less fatty....he said basically dont fry at all Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 9 minutes ago, Phillies said: how much did you up the med by? just wondering.... well your mood charts look better then mine. 50mg trazodone to 100mg Im still having trouble getting stuff done BUT im not crashing as much My mood chart may look better because ive been on my main med for 4 years now but lately ive been depressed and anxious. As u already kno...trazodone has a bit antidepressant qualities. I probably need a real antidepressant but like u told me - thats not a good idea and the last time i was on one i ended hospitalized Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 Me out of the blue abt my kid. He acts like shes his kid (most people think she is). I wished my uncle's loved me that much. Ive never had an uncle even drive me down the street. My bro drives 500 miles just to come get her lol Its just weird how things change. In this pic they were actually in DC. My brother flew to DC to hang out when my mom and daughter were there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 depressed and anxious, yeah its a miserable feeling for sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 40 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Im like...its 60% less fatty....he said basically dont fry at all You don't get the crispy chicken skin if you don't fry! Chicken skin is half the reason for chicken damnit! I want KFC now. And it's a million degrees outside and the only one in the area is in the next city. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mthor Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 You can so take an antidepressant, as long as your mood stabilizers are, well, stable.The only time I ever had a problem was with my retarded Florida shrink, who didn't have me on anything besides Zoloft. When I described hypomanic symptoms, he increased the dose, and 3 days later, I heard the voice of God. I have been on an anti depressent almost continuously for roughly 20 years, and believe me, I have a lot more trouble functioning when I'm not on one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 16 minutes ago, mthor said: You can so take an antidepressant, as long as your mood stabilizers are, well, stable.The only time I ever had a problem was with my retarded Florida shrink, who didn't have me on anything besides Zoloft. When I described hypomanic symptoms, he increased the dose, and 3 days later, I heard the voice of God. I have been on an anti depressent almost continuously for roughly 20 years, and believe me, I have a lot more trouble functioning when I'm not on one. Thanks. Maybe after im eligible for fmla in case i go batshit again. Oh and i could read everyone 's thoughts, thought i could start my car without the keys and put a butcher knife thru my arm because i was finally finally not scared to slice myself after wanting to die for so long. i calmed down and i went to work with a hole in my forearm blood dripping down and started taking phone calls. My manager came to my desk and said my dad was there for me and my dad took me straight to the psych ward lol Was there for weeks...they put me on medical leave. I dont want to go thru anything cuz im just starting out at this new place im at. Thanks for the advice. I cant believe ill ever bee at 100%...never been 100%. Life is like trying to function with a knife permanently stuck in my stomach and im trying to ignore it...but u can still feel it...i know u already know what i mean. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 34 minutes ago, katt_goddess said: You don't get the crispy chicken skin if you don't fry! Chicken skin is half the reason for chicken damnit! I want KFC now. And it's a million degrees outside and the only one in the area is in the next city. Wth is going on in this thread? Phillies not saying racist fried chicken stuff....kat actually wanting to eat fast food. Imma go lay down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zenigundam Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 34 minutes ago, katt_goddess said: You don't get the crispy chicken skin if you don't fry! Chicken skin is half the reason for chicken damnit! I want KFC now. And it's a million degrees outside and the only one in the area is in the next city. You only want KFC because of the $20 fill up bucket commercial, I was into KFC before it sold out and became mainstream. 💪 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zenigundam Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 I personally have a no meds policy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 Just now, Zenigundam said: You only want KFC because of the $20 fill up bucket commercial, I was into KFC before it sold out and became mainstream. 💪 Kfc is a challenge for me. They hire the most retarded people and every single visit takes 20 minutes to get the food..and the correct order. So i go very rarely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 1 minute ago, Zenigundam said: I personally have a no meds policy. Not really. You stay drunk. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zenigundam Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Just now, fuggstop said: Kfc is a challenge for me. They hire the most retarded people and every single visit takes 20 minutes to get the food..and the correct order. So i go very rarely. KFC is an excellent restaurant, and I find the service to be on par with the so called, "fine dining" restaurants that charge an arm and a leg for food, like restaurants that serve Kobe beef and filet mignon for example, pretentious and overpriced, and if my OKC dates don't understand this, I'll bolt out the door and leave them with the bill!! 🐻🔥👷♂️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zenigundam Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 2 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Not really. You stay drunk. Don't play me like that.... Drunk isn't even a real concept when you really get down to it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 1 minute ago, Zenigundam said: Don't play me like that.... Drunk isn't even a real concept when you really get down to it Youre constantly under the influence, no? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mthor Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 7 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Thanks. Maybe after im eligible for fmla in case i go batshit again. Oh and i could read everyone 's thoughts, thought i could start my car without the keys and put a butcher knife thru my arm because i was finally finally not scared to slice myself after wanting to die for so long. i calmed down and i went to work with a hole in my forearm blood dripping down and started taking phone calls. My manager came to my desk and said my dad was there for me and my dad took me straight to the psych ward lol Was there for weeks...they put me on medical leave. I dont want to go thru anything cuz im just starting out at this new place im at. Thanks for the advice. I cant believe ill ever bee at 100%...never been 100%. Life is like trying to function with a knife permanently stuck in my stomach and im trying to ignore it...but u can still feel it...i know u already know what i mean. Talk about it to your shrink sometime - if they don't think you're stable enough, then you haven't lost anything. Plus, I have to say that now, I'm getting to the point where mania becomes less frequent and severe and depression starts to dominate, so my take on them is probably a bit different than yours Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zenigundam Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Just now, fuggstop said: Youre constantly under the influence, no? There's no influence to begin with why are you letting TV and politicians play with your mind, sounds like a basic college age person who just lets the media control his/her brainwaves, wow Generation Z is screwed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
naraku360 Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 I need mine upped sincsle I'm still at a low dose and keep having really bad days. But my prescribing doctor was in a short term program and I got transferred to a *coughworsecough* long term program right when it needed an increase and these new people have been dragging their asses on getting me to see the med doctor for a fucking month. Almost bailed and went for hospitalization just to get back to the better program and a higher prescription. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neko Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 I'm on haldol..rarely take it. Makes me nod. Was on trazadone...made my tongue swell up and i believe that I had too milk production with it...or risperidone....prolly both since I was on both. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lupin_bebop Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 About goddamn time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 19 hours ago, mthor said: Talk about it to your shrink sometime - if they don't think you're stable enough, then you haven't lost anything. Plus, I have to say that now, I'm getting to the point where mania becomes less frequent and severe and depression starts to dominate, so my take on them is probably a bit different than yours This is another problem with bipolar the doctors have failed to warn us about- it turns more into depression as time goes on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 19 hours ago, mthor said: Talk about it to your shrink sometime - if they don't think you're stable enough, then you haven't lost anything. Plus, I have to say that now, I'm getting to the point where mania becomes less frequent and severe and depression starts to dominate, so my take on them is probably a bit different than yours fuggz bipolar is more unpredictable then yours... she doesn't need any antidepressants. Me and fuggz have non-classical bipolars. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mthor Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 1 hour ago, Phillies said: fuggz bipolar is more unpredictable then yours... she doesn't need any antidepressants. Me and fuggz have non-classical bipolars. Don't hate me because I'm classic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 4 minutes ago, mthor said: Don't hate me because I'm classic. Whats he mean by non-classic? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 20 hours ago, fuggstop said: Wth is going on in this thread? Phillies not saying racist fried chicken stuff....kat actually wanting to eat fast food. Imma go lay down. I like fast food, I just have to watch what fast food and monitor what kind of day it is so it doesn't end up being a waste of time and money. If it's looking to be a good food day, I'll pick up BK on the way home. I've ordered pizza occasionally and KFC is the rare treat because it'll take almost an hour to bike to the nearest one from work and then home to eat it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 3 minutes ago, katt_goddess said: I like fast food, I just have to watch what fast food and monitor what kind of day it is so it doesn't end up being a waste of time and money. If it's looking to be a good food day, I'll pick up BK on the way home. I've ordered pizza occasionally and KFC is the rare treat because it'll take almost an hour to bike to the nearest one from work and then home to eat it. UBER Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 20 hours ago, Zenigundam said: You only want KFC because of the $20 fill up bucket commercial, I was into KFC before it sold out and became mainstream. 💪 I knew it when the Colonel was still alive and it was called Kentucky Fried Chicken but had to change the name to KFC in order to appeal to fatasses like yourself who get too winded actually saying the full name. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
katt_goddess Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 Just now, fuggstop said: UBER I am not taking an uber / lyft / taxi for fast food. That is literally the fattest thing possible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
naraku360 Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 18 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Whats he mean by non-classic? Probably type I vs type II. Type II, to my understanding, is more reactionary. That's what I have. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 2 minutes ago, naraku360 said: Probably type I vs type II. Type II, to my understanding, is more reactionary. That's what I have. No thats not what he means. He always says one or two to me...never classic Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 28 minutes ago, fuggstop said: No thats not what he means. He always says one or two to me...never classic Type 1 is more of classical bipolar. These people tend to take lithium as a first line medication. They experience depressions and happy manias. Of course there are variations to this. Type 2 bipolar is mostly repeated episodes of depression, however some type 2 bipolar people also have up phases. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 54 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Whats he mean by non-classic? Its just a different pattern. For example I mostly experience depression and mixed episodes, however because I experience "up" phases I am not a type 2 bipolar. Nor am I a true type 1 because of the rapid cycling and lack of true mania. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 3 minutes ago, Phillies said: Type 1 is more of classical bipolar. These people tend to take lithium as a first line medication. They experience depressions and happy manias. Of course there are variations to this. Type 2 bipolar is mostly repeated episodes of depression, however some type 2 bipolar people also have up phases. I gotta ask which one i am. I think geodon is used more to treat 1. I may have more depression because the meds are successfully supressing my mania Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 1, 2018 Share Posted July 1, 2018 1 hour ago, mthor said: Don't hate me because I'm classic. I'll trade my bipolar for your bipolar. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 1, 2018 Author Share Posted July 1, 2018 1 minute ago, Phillies said: Its just a different pattern. For example I mostly experience depression and mixed episodes, however because I experience "up" phases I am not a type 2 bipolar. Nor am I a true type 1 because of the rapid cycling and lack of true mania. Ok I learned i "rapid cycle". I can go from feeling extremely happy and then feel impending doom and loneliness the next 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 2, 2018 Share Posted July 2, 2018 1 hour ago, fuggstop said: Ok I learned i "rapid cycle". I can go from feeling extremely happy and then feel impending doom and loneliness the next yeah that is a rapid cycle. bipolar is such a bitch. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillies Posted July 2, 2018 Share Posted July 2, 2018 2 hours ago, naraku360 said: Probably type I vs type II. Type II, to my understanding, is more reactionary. That's what I have. Here is an example of type 2. 3 months of depression followed by one month of normal, followed by 3 more months of depression, and the cycle repeats. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mthor Posted July 2, 2018 Share Posted July 2, 2018 21 minutes ago, Phillies said: Here is an example of type 2. 3 months of depression followed by one month of normal, followed by 3 more months of depression, and the cycle repeats. Type 2 can experience hypomania; it's full-blown mania that actually marks the difference between 1 & 2. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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