André Toulon Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 I have come to the conclusion that my relationships fail.....Not because of any of the traditional bullshit, but because......I'm in love with me. My ego and narcissism is what prevents any woman from being able to reach my unattainable standards. I find myself often going through my own pics, comparing pics of myself with other pics. My vanity doesn't stop online....I spend a lot of time in the mirror after I shower.....I watch myself lotion up, I masturbate to my own films, I never compliment anyone other than myself. I really have come to be hung up on myself. And don't get me wrong, I'm no Idris, or Shemar, or whatever lame negro is dropping panties these days aesthetically......But I'm ME.....Have you met me....I'm a big deal. Like I really feel it's the Vegeta complex.....Despite knowing there are others better than me, I'm painstakingly blind to it. This makes it impossible for me to ever feel that losing a woman is permanent or even worth trying to avoid. They are so easy to replace when you aren't emotionally attached. And it's not like I don't try......I seriously wanted to swallow my pride and marry my girl, but then I'm like "Why, why would I give myself to someone when I can have me". The biggest shock to my system isn't breaking up.....It's when they leave forever and only ONE has successfully done that, and that's the violent bitch who tried to kill me in my sleep. I guess unless you try to murder me, I know you still love me and that's the only delusion I need to continue being the broken tool I am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest The Hound Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 I fap to porn I've made every now and then, So I understand that. I spend a lot of time in the mirror and doing the same thing. I also judge women way too hard and am looking for what's probably impossible. Looks like we have more in common that I thought. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest The Hound Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 How's your health holding up btw? I haven't seen you post anything nor have I asked since that initial time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sawdamizer Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 I stopped comparing myself to the women I date. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1pooh4u Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 You make yourself sound like a total mess Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted June 19, 2017 Author Share Posted June 19, 2017 How's your health holding up btw? I haven't seen you post anything nor have I asked since that initial time. Nothing wrong other than the long standing Sarcoidosis but I found a specialist that says she has a 100% remission rate.....Which the thing is, I was in remission years ago, but I just started getting paranoid about it a few months ago because I desire turmoil. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted June 19, 2017 Author Share Posted June 19, 2017 You make yourself sound like a total mess You're a mess....I'm awesome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1pooh4u Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 You're a mess....I'm awesome :D Yeah, you're an awesome mess <3 > Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mochi Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 I wish I could date ME! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mochi Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 :D Yeah, you're an awesome mess <3 > funny story about that bingo dance scene Super actually removed it from their adaption of the movie because it was horribly out of Character then proceeded to add a bunch of equally out of character stuff to all the anime original content for some reason Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
André Toulon Posted June 19, 2017 Author Share Posted June 19, 2017 To be fair, and correct me if I'm wrong because I don't really watch the show....Just snippets......But isn't Garnet the fusion of 2 lovers? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mochi Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 To be fair, and correct me if I'm wrong because I don't really watch the show....Just snippets......But isn't Garnet the fusion of 2 lovers? yes, she's like if Goten and Trunks were a gay couple and their Gotenks fusion didn't have a built in time-limit added a clip for emphasis Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest The Hound Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 Nothing wrong other than the long standing Sarcoidosis but I found a specialist that says she has a 100% remission rate.....Which the thing is, I was in remission years ago, but I just started getting paranoid about it a few months ago because I desire turmoil. Yea. Sure you don't wanna hear this - but your body can't heal if your mind isn't sound. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scoobdog Posted June 19, 2017 Share Posted June 19, 2017 I have come to the conclusion that my relationships fail.....Not because of any of the traditional bullshit, but because......I'm in love with me. My ego and narcissism is what prevents any woman from being able to reach my unattainable standards. I find myself often going through my own pics, comparing pics of myself with other pics. My vanity doesn't stop online....I spend a lot of time in the mirror after I shower.....I watch myself lotion up, I masturbate to my own films, I never compliment anyone other than myself. I really have come to be hung up on myself. And don't get me wrong, I'm no Idris, or Shemar, or whatever lame negro is dropping panties these days aesthetically......But I'm ME.....Have you met me....I'm a big deal. Like I really feel it's the Vegeta complex.....Despite knowing there are others better than me, I'm painstakingly blind to it. This makes it impossible for me to ever feel that losing a woman is permanent or even worth trying to avoid. They are so easy to replace when you aren't emotionally attached. And it's not like I don't try......I seriously wanted to swallow my pride and marry my girl, but then I'm like "Why, why would I give myself to someone when I can have me". The biggest shock to my system isn't breaking up.....It's when they leave forever and only ONE has successfully done that, and that's the violent bitch who tried to kill me in my sleep. I guess unless you try to murder me, I know you still love me and that's the only delusion I need to continue being the broken tool I am. All I get from this is that you don't look like Idris Elba. You can just imagine the shock that crossed my lily white face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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