fuggstop

what does a busy day mean to you? i know u just sit at your desk all day.. its not like you have customers calling you or walking in

haaaaaaaa!!

but you talked for so long. i think deep down you are hurt and disappointed. its ok .. there there... there there.

@panic how do you feel? does this hurt you? do you have real feelings for her?

nothing going on upstairs !! HAHA

i guess its kind of nice

there are zero thoughts in my head i am usually filled with all kinds of crazy thoughts but today - NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you dont do fugg fridays anymore. it hurts me deeply.

Getting! one for me and one for the offspring!!!!!!!

2nd worst pain: listening to customer's whine about their death claims all day on my phone at work on a friday (Fucking hate fridays)

Oh and a 10 ft type c cord so i can be on my phone in bed while it charges!

Other cool finds: A harley quin lanyard for work, most of my daughter's back to school supplies and some riverdale fan girl buttons

Five below has everything

Oh i have. Trust that!

I just know my last name is from slave owners. Especially since theres a street named after it in downtown Charleston...the fucking slave headquarters. Do u ever think about your roots?

Oh. My last apartment charge me $200 just to move in...not as a security deposit or anything.

Congrats. Happy 4 u!

Oh girl i loved that morphine drip minus the itching but i had zero issues getting up and moving around or anything. But i did keep myself drugged up nice and good.

Ok I just wish i could fucking relax and just have fun when im NOT asleep lol Im glad u are at least seeing a therapist but if they suck try someone else. I love mine and id probably talk to her outside of therapy

Hmmm...maybe they didn't do me cuz i was gonna breastfeed? Breastfeeding contracts the uterus back a loooooot. I have stories but theyd gross you out. Lol

My csection was painless and i dont remember them pushing my stomach - why did they do that?

How much was it?

Yeah not bad but enuff to make it difficult to function and i don't kno what's eating at me. I see my therapist tomorrow and hope she helps me get to the bottom of it.

Ok this was funny

Im excite and scared already cux i know i need to either have meds adjusted or get on an antidepressant and im soo scared of more meds but i def could be doing better than scraping by. Maybe my therapist will help me and i wont need new meds? Lol Fucking shit But its great not having to worry about working