I can anxiety.
I can watch anime/TV shows none stop.
I can fail.
I can make someone fall out of love with me.
I can eat.
I can hate myself.
I can't kill myself...
Spaghetti is one of those foods that I can't eat at a restaurant. It has to be made at home for me to like it. It never tastes right from a restaurant for me.
Some parts of me have been forced into an adult at a young age and other parts will always be a kid.
All I know is that I need to change some part of my life because I can't do this anymore. But then as I say that nothing changes....