Still Me

Got you beat

I mean...totally all for it...I think it would benefit everyone..... but this whole forgiveness thing....we've all had shit happen in our lives that either makes us cold or indifferent....maybe grow from it....some people just become bitter...w/e but what I don't seem to be putting together is....well....example: my mother...terrible person....untrustworthy, manipulator, list goes on so as a form of self-preservation, I cut her out of my life. I mean, if that's the kinda toxic she is I don't need it so just get rid of it. I think that makes logical sense, its making and creating a health boundary however, as I told my therapist about some of the things that my mother did to have it end with this boundary, she then started talking about forgiveness. Shes basically saying that it takes more energy to hold onto something than to forgive. Forgive, not forget kinda thing. I think she's wrong....I've lived with this for damn near 15 years....I'm not angry anymore, it's just become facts. So if someone comes up and says 'how's you mom?' it's the 'I don't know, I don't talk to her' I don't harbor any anger or hatred for her...I just don't care....but isn't that essentially "forgiving"....I don't know...but I did tell her I have issues feeling my emotions other than anger....so is not caring numb? and is forgiving some sort of feeling?

my old boss could due for a punch to the face....but she weighs like 100 lbs....it would probably kill her

indifferent. My entire family, immediate or extended, aren't the close type so we occasionally speak but not at great lengths.

lol I feel that too

just people who used to be family ya know? now i feel things....not sadness.....i wanted to call it contempt but thats not right either....its more like.... meh....

could be worse....could have dreamt you were a combat medic.... sticking that 'silver bullet' up the asses of your buds

i have hope!

Bro its super chill...my bosses are dope as shit. one of them was wearing a wutang clan shirt during a meeting, and she was showing us her emotional support knome. Its like this little statue of a knome holding 2 beer cans... also while my work computers are below my personal one, I've been playing this soothing music for the duration of working....I kinda love this elevator shit...

🤣🤣no that’s a package deal when you sign the paperwork

Garbage plate is ftw

I drive a wrangler…so…I’m not the one to ask 🤣 I’ll patch this shit till he dies

And an orange drink…if you know you know

I had a beer with dinner....I feel like I should drink more to help me sleep tonight but....think that would be a bad way to start orientation

Beer brats n' onions and cheesy ranch style beans

you know...the kind of meal that doesn't make the kitchen hot or make you stand out in front of a grill.. an easy painless summer meal

is it wrong to say that I don't know who this is? and I feel the same way about jeff goldbloom?

so since this asshat came to fuck up my thread.... young gary busey had a punchable face....after his accident maybe not...

this is just a new fucking level to dumb

What I posted? buddy you came into a joke thread to allude to being upset with someone and not wanting to quote “dox anyone” so I made a dismissive joke about how we’re all terrible people and then you got butthurt. look here NVK, you've always had some fucked up beef pulled out of literally thin air

Wah wah wah wah stfu Charlie Brown, nobody gives a shit how you ended up here or your life’s story.

I feel like thats what therapy is like

oh god do you work in a hobby store? I can't imagine the asshatery .... you know, that I will miss....I used to hide shit all the time. I'd wait for it to clearance then buy it lol.

oh god I love the Viagra/Cialis people. I mean there were times I did see legitimate need for the script. But its the low mg and its daily because of prostate issues....but those who need it just to screw their mistress in Las Vegas for the weekend are unconsolable babies... 'my script for 30 is how much? $600? why the hell is it that expensive?' well cause its not medically necessary sir.... 'well how much is like....3? $75? ok ill take the 3...'