I have this weird hang up with cancer. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac so the concept of a disease that can affect literally anyone, spread to their brain and kill them within months just makes me paranoid. On top of that I watched someone I love die of it very slowly, and it was ever so traumatic. It makes me super paranoid. I can't even watch TV shows with cancer in them. I don't even like it being brought up in conversation. If I ever got it I'd blow my brains out because it terrifies me. I'll just get a tremendous amount of hookers and cocaine, find a high cliff and jump off
tl;dr? Ignore this thread.