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Cau, how many times do I have to tell you I won’t be your pimp?

I bet there are lots of middle aged conservative men that would be delighted to meet you.

My first car was an Oldsmobile delta 88 from the 70s but I don’t remember what year. I miss it actually.

I used to donate 10% of everything I made from sex work to charity, but I’ve been less philanthropic the last few years. I donated a lot of my allowance when I was w/rich bf too. But yea gifts are a big part of my income so yea

Yeh yeh I got the best one the volcano classic

Yea paypal & Skype is the way to go if you’ve got someone ready to pay. Use the camsites for exposure

why?

I don’t vape just stems. Idk if that would get you anywhere. I mean I just don’t bother separating them from the bud when I grind it all up since I have a huge desktop vape.

You think they’re trying to make everything all better?

Oh! But I’m smoking in two hours! When my friend Katie gets here we’re painting and she’s bringing some smoke

I eat them as I go or they get tossed into the vape hopper w/everything else

Me either. I just woke up & I gotta paint

One of us

Lol pretty good idea you did some camming & made some money so it’s not entirely true that nobody sends u anything

A certain degree of fear is logical when you think of the physics involved. I don’t do needless driving anymore bc I figure it improves my chances of not dying. Like boyfriend likes to drive and listen to music just for fun and I’ve convinced him to just listen music w/me here in the apartment. But crippling fear is no good. There’s all kinds of therapy. Ppl have suggested some good options already. I’d say, buy a car from like the late 70s that weighs a ton. You’ll feel like you’re in a tank. But the best thing I think really. Just get comfortable w/possibly dying at any second bc you don’t have to be in a car for that to happen.

You already told me you’re up for it?

They always like to send out one last gift. Insisting that it’s no obligation that they’re just doing it to do it. Im never expecting it, but I should bc it happens like everytime I have a falling out w/a fan like that. In hindsight it’s like clockwork. its like their version of getting the last word Idk all part of the game I guess

Never say never

Yea my face was punched into pieces basically. All the screws, plates, and meshes that they used to put me back together are still in there to this day.

What do you like about it?

I’ve never been shot, but certain things from that remind me of feelings during/after my attack

Good then you’re not going to die

Are u trying to quit drinking cold turkey?

Yes omg I don’t get those either. What is satisfying about them? Porn is satisfying video.

It’s been awhile. I remember u guys saying she’d kill ziper right away. Maybe not quite 2 years but at least 1 n some change.