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Yea

Workout and eat and fuck around

What about using Father Time as the idol?

You would have confederate artifacts wouldn't u

Why does everyone think I'm rich? I was only rich for about 1.5 years when I was dating a rich guy

There's no point in being bitter. Being bitter means you're dissatisfied but you're not going to do anything to change it. Not everything is possible but if you can't get the thing you want, you can search for satisfaction elsewhere. I have plenty I could be bitter about believe me. I can be sad jealous or envious, but those are more temporary than bitterness.

Yea I need to escape the midwest all together

Cutting back on weed and adding cigarettes will def affect the appetite for sure. Even w/o quitting weed entirely. It doesn't sound like you want to avoid ppl. Since you left one party but then went to another even if just to raid alcohol. And then u went to a con too. It seems maybe youre just nervous? We gotta get you to relax. I think itll improve your studies too. Like it seems like you wanna be social rn and maybe its affecting your grades which then makes u stressed and anxious? Which was kinda why before I made the suggestion to focus on getting the grades up. I could be completely off base

I think it's easy to to mistake my abrasiveness for bitterness but theyre not the same thing. I've always had the former. I think u have to accept the end to really be bitter. I still have so much to do and pursue

They do. I just havent had any in awhile

Oh yea when I ate too much pizza I think youre probably onto something. I do need something new/exciting. Doing twitch was fun and I plan to continue but it's still just videogames. Not exactly new to me. The problem may be that its not time for anything new right now. Its time to work out hardcore, save money, be disciplined. And as previously mentioned, im doing a good job at it. It's just kinda mind numbing. I'll be ok. I'm on track w/it for sure. For once in my life I'm like doing everything I should be doing

It's possible... But i unno...

He doesn't even ask

He has all his vaccinations

Tell me about how much you hated T&E

What a brat

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I've haven't even met Butters yet. He's my sister's. If he wanted out he had the chance when he ran away for a week, but he came back on his own. He must've figured getting dressed up every now and then is worth free food and shelter.

Thats the thing to do. Go to where the action is. All the trick or treaters I got were really young like that. There were no teens at all

Your great gma was silly. Washing clothes in the pot you cook the children with. What a goose That is pretty cool tho. I've never been scared of ghosts either. I'd like to believe in them but I've never seen anything to make me believe Also your great gma looks like the guy from aphex twin

You're kinda fascinating

Ok thats it you're a serial killer I'm sure of it

I'm extremely sober rn. I never went and got any weed when I ran out.

Thats probably it. I'm quite sober. Without psychedelics life is a gray threadbare existence.

I feel so antisocial. I've always been outgoing. Idk what's happening. I can be withdrawn on bad days but even good days rn I just don't feel like doing anything but working out, eating, and watching tv. Like I'm at my parents' and normally I want to get out of here and make every effort to do so. I'll talk to fans constantly and schedule as many shows as I can do. Right now tho. I'm not making any effort. I'm even ignoring my fav fans who I don't mind talking to bc they usually make me feel good and they pay out. And I have plenty of money to buy a new xbox to stream on twitch again but I keep just not buying it. I'm affiliate now so I'd make money if I did. I havent spent that $50 amazon card bc I just dont feel the need for anything. I'm not even reading the news. I have no idea whats happening. Usually I have to know. I swear it's not depression. I'm happy about the progress I'm making w/my workouts. Like my gym tan laundry game is really strong rn. And I clean the house and take care of the cats. I'm doing a lot. When I'm depressed I don't do anything but lay in bed. I'm apathetic in a way I guess. Idk it's such a strange mood I've been stuck in.