discolé monade

well, you don't need to be doing anything. heal thyself. <3

i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy) or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains) or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families) *edit from hours ago. i think i'm going to back out of this building purchase, the rules keep changing, or i keep getting info trickling in, instead of just 'hey, do this' also, i need about half of what i'm asking for the loan, which...i just don't have. maybe in 6-12 months i can take a look see, or...i'm just feeling deflated, because this isn't going the way i wanted, and i've been working on it for 3 months dreaming about it for 5 years, adjusted said dream to get to this point, only to feel deflated. *sigh*

ah...easy fix though. i was trying to say they were wasting your time, but it was coming out weird. OH SHIT..i have to get license. thank gawd for online.

NEVER CHANGE!!! <3

maybe a few of us should get together and smoke him out. i mean, what's the worst that could happen *looks at duck billed platypus* oh....yeah.

god doesn't seem to like any of us damned dirty apes.

watchu' do?

you should. but you won't.

you inglourious bearded basterd!

paul mccartney~wonderful christmas time. that song. ugh, that song.

make sure to ask about arbor day. and parking.

'the man' can kiss your shiny metal ass.

send me money.

i hardly even drink these days. maybe once a month, but alcohol is not an issue for me. i do seem to plow through my weed, because the anxiety has been over the top.

i remember you saying that.

thanks for clearing this up. -___-

mine started kicking in again the last month or so.

bob's burgers tells me it's about the popping effect. is this true?

holy lot of hours, batman.

wait, you just woke up, from your night job?

tell them to send me money

never change sawdy.

aw muffin. i'm sorry. i don't know if i'm depressed (probably because this house and this old man are driving me crazy) or stressed (because trying to get loan causes ulcers and sharp stabbing eyeball pains) or worried (because i am taking care of 2 families)

it's like, 0400. you should be asleep. go back to bed.

another 'beta' but, i think it came out pretty good. i didn't write the pattern, i started to, but i had to tear this down 5x and was like screw that. anyway ta~da