Sandstone

Explain yourself.

Fetish? No I will marry one someday. It is my dream.

This is PATENTLY untrue, the best-tasting penis I have ever indulged in has been of the BLACK variety. That is pretty solid evidence of BLACK MALE PENILE SUPERIORITY.

FYI, I don't appreciate alliteration on the end of multiple words. It is VERY irritating.

DONT POST THAT AGAIN OK

No not acceptable.

THIS IS NOT PORN RELATED. Most of my porn is of black men and redheads anyways.

Dark black skin males are just godly beautiful some of the MOST beautiful specimens of the MALE species. Everyone should recognize this.

Yes regularly, I usually pick a few out of the seasonal line up to watch every month. Some months are very slim pickings and I end up only watching One Piece. I tend to dislike certain categories that are popular in japan so it limits the selection. This month though we have Steins Gate 0, Mob Psycho 100 season 2, My Hero Academia Season 3, High School DxD Hero, Next Food Wars chapter anime, Tokyo Ghoul: Re which are all sequels/series installations that I will be watching. And there are 2 originals I will be watching, Golden Kamuy (Here good things about the manga), and Megalo Box. And lastly the remake of a highly lauded classic Legend of the Galactic Heros. Needless to say this will be a VERY unusual and good month for anime watching.

What are you fucking Darkseid? You're not nearly buff enough for that cosplay.

Stop appropriating my guilt dweeb.

While I disagree about it being the result of the specific state, I do fully acknowledge and understand that the cultural environment in this particular area is and has been a very big contributor to my sexual issues. I guess the mystery to me is less the cause and more the how, maybe I am rambling and not making much sense right now. It has been a bad day today and I'm feeling rather mentally exhausted after having to deal with shit I really shouldn't have to in a sane world. I am going to get offline for a while and deal with more shit I shouldn't have to, just needed to vent my frustration on this particular topic as it has been on my mind lately.

Borderline personality people are some of the hardest to deal with. A lot of their symptoms overlap with bipolar disorder but some do not, I have heard it is also harder to treat typically but I don't know why. Also, you are not a failure, everyone gets along at their own pace Jackie, and some people have more hurdles to overcome than others. That doesn't make them any better or worse than you, it just is what it is and it is either dealt with and overcomes or it is not. This isn't really an area of life where there is a failure or a winning scenario. There is a stable and an unstable scenario. And keep in mind that the illness doesn't define who you are or your self-worth it is just a facet of your life. You are a good person regardless so keep your head up.

Yeah that.

That part never embarrasses me, If anything I am proud of the sheer volume of my ejaculate. It is that "naughty feeling". I know that we have a community where shit like moral oral is hilarious (and it really is), but a great deal of shame can actually be poured onto someone from a very young age regarding sex. The culprit is usually family and religious institutions, I dunno I feel like kind of an outlier a lot of times on here because I don't think there are many people in this community that grew up in strict fundamentalist households. It is one of those things that is hard to explain without a background history, but I assure you the guilt feeling that I experience sometimes is very real, and it sucks because logically I know there is nothing wrong with what I am doing.

I think people that don't struggle with clinical mental illnesses don't understand that a bad day to a mentally ill person is like 1000 times worse than having a "bad day" in the normal colloquial sense people normally use. I think people have been trained that they must talk in niceties and be coy if you're mentally ill less you upset others with your problems and they be inconvenienced by having to be near you. At least that is how I feel about it these days after having spent over a decade dealing with bipolar disorder. (I kept writing about 3 more paragraphs after this one, needless to say it has been a bad day for me as well for multiple reasons so I will spare you).

Girl, I feel this way sometimes just visiting the psychiatrist office, and I see young men my age sitting alone and talking themselves. I talked to this lady that was surprised I was as high functioning as I was. I feel like sometimes people that have these types of issues are just a few mistakes or few unlucky moments from having nothing left in life. So while it is hard, there is something to be said for it could possibly be worse, until it can't get any worse anymore.

You took the words right out of my mouth.

I think mine has probably alot to do with years of emotional abuse, stressful environment, and probably sexual abuse as a child. Though I have read that this happens to a lot of people for a variety of reasons. I have just always had this sensation, sometimes even triggers crying, after sex. Though many times it doesn't. I dunno may just be a chemical thing.

I know, it does help though but benefits of it are shown in studies as being over longer periods of time. My regular exercise routine has helped some, nothing is a cure though. You can not have a magic fix to cure emotional problems. You can fix chemical imbalances with drugs, but nothing can fully medicate someone to happiness that is different trust me I know the feeling. If you ever need someone to talk to Jackie about this who has dealt with these types of issues for years or just someone to vent to, let me know and pm me. I'll lend an ear if I'm on. Having a brain that doesn't function quite right is a struggle, hang in there.

Maybe a tiny bit on accident as its on its way up and out of my control, never on purpose and in mass quantities.

Yet you make it look so effortless. You are truly a god among cattle.

You are literally no help at all. You're lucky you're the cutest Wagyu and not yet old enough to slaughter.

I don't think I could ever work at a call center... I'd end up getting sassy with people eventually, though they probably wouldn't know that I was being condescending and mocking their stupidity at first because most people can't even figure that out when I do it in person.

I seem to have this frequently but not consistently...