I have extreme OCD with "Call of the void" tendencies and PTSD and some other stuff I don't know about. unlike a lot others with mental health I don't really mind it. I'm kind weird like that. I like things that everyone else hates
this is why I don't do it. it would be a disaster it would be like this: them "why is the only thing chef boyardee lasagna and spicy hot cheetos?" me :"because go fuck yourself. that's why"