I've been thinking some heavy existential stuff lately.
0/5, would not recommend, everyone should stay 30 years old forever. I was an actor but got out for my own sanity, now I got 4 more years of college (psychology), gonna work in some sort of helping, whatever, and that pension is a nice incentive. I've even had to come up with a compromise on music (creation), just lp's and maybe music video's. to exit the live music scene was a kick in the pants, maybee some acoustic stuff at a bar later on, or if my lp's go over well I'll pull a lemmy
it's all about time man, it's all about time running out. the first time I had a real existential crises was when I was projecting my income for the future and hit age 90 when I was like "damn I might not be here for that" good thing I had clonopen handy.
now I'm thinking should I clean this room or watch the winter soldier. ohh good laundry calls