jackiemarie90

I do like beating in some arguments tho. It’s mostly just a disagreement on economics we agree on most other politics.

But I do like him! I think he is great, not many people have dreams and goals like him. I like hanging out with him, I like dancing with him and his energy. Idk. I'm scaaaaaaaaarrrrrreeeeddddd.

Oh the message being that, that shit can work! XD

O__O But I'm a chicken. HE HAS TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE! But I prefer it be a kiss. >__>

I'm scared of things getting awkward since we are taking two classes together next semester.

WHY YES! For one thing, I wanna make sure he likes me, 2nd, since he is all about the libertarian ideals of no one telling them what to do, I wanna make sure he is comfortable with the idea that he actually wants to be me.

Who are they? I recognized the guy on the right.

It wasn't mine either. XD I told him I wanted to watch Paprika but we couldn't find a dub on his no buggy website. He insisted he wanted horror as a genre and it make anime of the year last year. I just wanted to warn him the content that was in the anime. 🤣 But then we settled on Watchmen.

Thank goodness, he isn't one of those ultra conservative guys. Like he doesn't like the republican party, trump, paul ryan or anything of those others guys. Just a libertarian who likes Rand Paul. Not many dates, just like maybe 5 where we hang out as friends, text funny memes together almost daily since school has ended.

I mean he's a big time Libertarian. There are actually a lot of people here who are, mostly dudes. lmao We get into debates all the time about economics, I kinda support a mixed economy with socialist leanings. It doesn't bother me too much, cause it's mostly economics, but when he gets worked up about it I kinda just wanna roll my eyes. But then we move on to a different subject. I think the biggest deal breaker is if he just wanted to be friends with benefits or didn't want be attached to a person. XD

To me it may be, but I am wary it might not be for him.

lol I don't know if it was a first date. We are still friends and during the semester we went to a football game and I've been hanging out in his dorm watching the Mandalorian. XD

Yeah there are few gun toting people here. lol

I know saves me money on weed. XD But I don't think he is interested in that. It's scary in the dating scene. lol

If he is using me, at least I'm getting weed out of it. But I really do think he is a nice guy, and I feel so lonely here. He is a really good friend, if he initiates sex, then that's where I will talk to him about what I want out of a relationship and then end things if he isn't ok with it. I mean, there are a ton of other beautiful girls at berkeley that a way more in shape than me, but he is still hanging out with me. So idk. As for the biggest red flag, I don't hate someone for not being a nerd, just as long as they are ok with me being one. lol

I don't think he has any here in town. Maybe in Tenessesee and where is main family lives in Cali tho.

Hot Take: Tom Hanks is better.

And of course my room was a mess. I told him to wait a minute to pick up any clothes from the floor, but when he came in there was still a bunch of my makeup all over the desk, nail polish, weed, etc. Earlier we were studying for the next semester and then he bought me lunch. The floor was littered with paper pieces from my notebooks and maybe some weed too. >__> And when I kept going to the bathroom it was obvious I was grabbing a tampon and was a bloated mess. I mean, I guess it's best he see's what type of disaster I am now instead of later. After smoking, I then proceeded to berate him on how he wasn't a real nerd, and showed him my comicbook collection because of course that's what I do. 😐We then watched the orgy episode on Witcher and then we watched the first 3 episodes of the new Watchmen series which I LOVED! Things weren't as intense as the concert but he did put his hand on my leg and kept rubbing it. I finally leaned in on him and laid on his shoulder. Which is the honestly the most I've done to get close.Then he left, although he did leave me another bag of weed. He says his family grows it in Cali. I should probably describe what kind of guy he is, he's from Tennessee. He's got a with a buzz cut and likes to wear camo. He says he likes nerdy culture but is mostly familiar with Star Wars, Dragonball, and Rick and Morty. But he is a Data Science major and we will be taking CS classes together next semester. But idk guys, like I tried to get him to watch anime, and he didn't seem into it. I even mentioned the orgy demon scene in the first episode of Devilman Crybaby but Idk if he will be down to hang out again. He said in a few days. lol Feel free to post any opinions, I really don't know what to make out of anything. XD

Yass the weed gods have blessed you.

Well in order to maximize time, we gotta find a way to squeeze all the oranges at once. >__>

The one with the dent where all the oranges will pile in the middle. Yeah, lets get juicy.

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It's crazy how the earth's surface just keeps on shifting too. Like the plate tectonics just keep on changing the surface until the planet eventually dies.

Well I do try to live my life intentionally to the fullest. I think people have said that I like to give it my all when I try things. I think a lot of people can focus on that if they wanted too. They might just not have spirit to be believe they can do it.