BooThickemz

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Wondering why sometimes i'm perfectly ok and other times things seem the hardest. I really surprised anyone can deal with me. I'm here, but not here. The phone rings and i don't answer. Sometimes i'm so lost in myself, i don't hear it. It vibrates and i don't feel it. I really don't mean to push you away. I don't believe in myself. I wish there was a way to explain the conundrufuck that is my mind, but i can barely bear the weight of it. When i disappear, nothing really has happened. I'm fucked up. Going ghost to pick myself up again. On top of that...i developed body dysmorphia. I know i'm skinny, but my mind is like stop the cap, bruh.