GaiusIuliusCaesar Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 having spend the entire thing screaming in rage, fighting, arguing, and generally being in involved in a traumatic hell of all the worst shit your subconscious can piece together of your actual life, and then feel like you're fucking stoned afterwards? That's how I feel, man this fucking coffee tastes good to me right now. Like its not counterfeit horse shit I have to drink because I can't afford to have the good stuff sent in from the old country, its tasting like nectar of the fucking gods to me right now, instead of burnt rabbit shit like it usually does.
lupin_bebop Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 I was born Black, so......you just described Wednesday for me.
GaiusIuliusCaesar Posted January 20, 2020 Author Posted January 20, 2020 45 minutes ago, lupin_bebop said: I was born Black, so......you just described Wednesday for me. legit point.
Ric Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 I don't think so. I've had some fucked up shit happen in my dreams but they usually jump all over the place.
GaiusIuliusCaesar Posted January 20, 2020 Author Posted January 20, 2020 1 minute ago, Ric said: I don't think so. I've had some fucked up shit happen in my dreams but they usually jump all over the place. It was like a consistent theme of arguing violently at the top of my lungs with anyone and everyone who has ever given me shit throughout my life with special emphasis placed on my narcissistic brain damaged former crackhead alcoholic mother. who as a function of the fucked up economy we all exist within, I'm stuck living with, along side my gf who hates her almost as much as I do.
Vamped Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 Nah ... dreams like that for me would be watching myself cringing at my lifetime of awkwardness and then drowing in my anxiety I avoid confrontation and yelling like the plague ... which ... I haven't decided if thats better or worse than being passive aggressive
avec Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 2 hours ago, GaiusIuliusCaesar said: It was like a consistent theme of arguing violently at the top of my lungs with anyone and everyone who has ever given me shit throughout my life with special emphasis placed on my narcissistic brain damaged former crackhead alcoholic mother. who as a function of the fucked up economy we all exist within, I'm stuck living with, along side my gf who hates her almost as much as I do. Ah, so familiar. Ive had a lot of dreams that are going about my regular day with family members, but in it Im screaming at the top of my lungs and no one is noticing. Good times.
PhilosipherStoned Posted January 20, 2020 Posted January 20, 2020 I once awoke from a dream where my body splattered after falling off a cliff. I swear it actually kind of hurt.
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