That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 Not long enough to give me brain damage. Just a week or two 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 Omg dude the stuff you post ...like 100% of it...sounds just like me before I tried to commit suicide and got diagnosed. Please talk to someone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 1 minute ago, fuggstop said: Omg dude the stuff you post ...like 100% of it...sounds just like me before I tried to commit suicide and got diagnosed. Please talk to someone. I'm not suicidal I'm just morbid at times. Trust me, I've been suicidal. I know exactly what it feels like. How I felt then is worlds different than how I feel now. I very much fear death and want to live now. But when I wanted to kill myself and thought about it everyday it was a very dark time. I didn't speak to anyone, I fantasized about suicide 24/7, I rarely ate, I laid in the dark and stared at the ceiling, I had no desire for sex, death didn't scare me, and I even went as far as mapping out "the day" and researching the most powerful shotguns ( I was going to blow my head off). So trust me, I may be dark at times, but I do not want to kill myself. If I wanted to do it I wouldn't joke about it. Lol that's how you get caught. On a lighter note, I do appreciate your concern. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 Just now, That_One_Guy said: I'm not suicidal I'm just morbid at times. Trust me, I've been suicidal. I know exactly what it feels like. How I felt then is worlds different than how I feel now. I very much fear death and want to live now. But when I wanted to kill myself and thought about it everyday it was a very dark time. I didn't speak to anyone, I fantasized about suicide 24/7, I rarely ate, I laid in the dark and stared at the ceiling, I had no desire for sex, death didn't scare me, and I even went as far as mapping out "the day" and researching the most powerful shotguns ( I was going to blow my head off). So trust me, I may be dark at times, but I do not want to kill myself. If I wanted to do it I wouldn't joke about it. Lol that's how you get caught. On a lighter note, I do appreciate your concern. Im not saying your suicidal but you are still in great pain and you dont have to be. I remember always wanting to sleep and wanting very badly for something to knock me out just to stop the pain. It sucks to see you are suffering like this. Well whatever u do... im here if u need me. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 1 minute ago, fuggstop said: Im not saying your suicidal but you are still in great pain and you dont have to be. I remember always wanting to sleep and wanting very badly for something to knock me out just to stop the pain. It sucks to see you are suffering like this. Well whatever u do... im here if u need me. It's greatly appreciated. I've been depressed most of my life to be honest. I know something about me is off at the least because my mom is fucking nuts lol. I just don't care enough to take medicine for it I guess. I honestly don't know. I just think a coma would be nice cause I'd finally get some sleep haha. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackNoir Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 There's an app for that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 4 minutes ago, Radical Left said: There's an app for that POF? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackNoir Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 2 minutes ago, That_One_Guy said: POF? People on fire?....What's going on here. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 Just now, That_One_Guy said: It's greatly appreciated. I've been depressed most of my life to be honest. I know something about me is off at the least because my mom is fucking nuts lol. I just don't care enough to take medicine for it I guess. I honestly don't know. I just think a coma would be nice cause I'd finally get some sleep haha. I didn't say take medicine. I said talk to someone. A year or so ago i was in great agony...really horrible anxiety....couldn't sleep...couldn't eat...work was torture. I had become tolerant to my anti anxiety meds. My doctor refused to give me something else or stronger for anxiety. I got desperate and tried everything. Even started drinking. The alcohol helped and i finally was able to sleep thru the night but it scared me becuz i have alcoholism in my family. Desperate i sought out help and resorted to a counselor for some reason. It took a few sessions but believe me, she helped me greatly...the anxiety went from 8 or 9 to a 3...i could sleep..work is now a breeze most days. I would have loss everything if it wasnt for Janet. Shes amazing. When i get bad again i go see her. Or if u dont like talking to therapists at least get a CBT book off amazon and work thru the activities..you probably wont have to do many to feel better. But do something..its not just this thread making me say this...but a trend thats in most of your threads. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 1 minute ago, Radical Left said: People on fire?....What's going on here. Plenty of fish homie get dat ass Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackNoir Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 1 minute ago, That_One_Guy said: Plenty of fish homie get dat ass Oh, I've heard of that....I don't meet bitches online....Tried that once. Nope. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 2 minutes ago, fuggstop said: I didn't say take medicine. I said talk to someone. A year or so ago i was in great agony...really horrible anxiety....couldn't sleep...couldn't eat...work was torture. I had become tolerant to my anti anxiety meds. My doctor refused to give me something else or stronger for anxiety. I got desperate and tried everything. Even started drinking. The alcohol helped and i finally was able to sleep thru the night but it scared me becuz i have alcoholism in my family. Desperate i sought out help and resorted to a counselor for some reason. It took a few sessions but believe me, she helped me greatly...the anxiety went from 8 or 9 to a 3...i could sleep..work is now a breeze most days. I would have loss everything if it wasnt for Janet. Shes amazing. When i get bad again i go see her. Or if u dont like talking to therapists at least get a CBT book off amazon and work thru the activities..you probably wont have to do many to feel better. But do something..its not just this thread making me say this...but a trend thats in most of your threads. I think you have a point. I'd probably do better with a book honestly. I can't afford a therapist. Also I think I should stop posting depressing shit. Lol or just stop making threads just to be safe. After re-reading the title I realize it comes across as mad depressing lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 Just now, Radical Left said: Oh, I've heard of that....I don't meet bitches online....Tried that once. Nope. try again. get dat asssssssssss BITCH Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 1 minute ago, That_One_Guy said: I think you have a point. I'd probably do better with a book honestly. I can't afford a therapist. Also I think I should stop posting depressing shit. Lol or just stop making threads just to be safe. After re-reading the title I realize it comes across as mad depressing lol Yeah dude. The thread alone is fine. Its just the trend that has me concerned. But yah CBT can help anyone. It should be required in schools. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlackNoir Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 10 minutes ago, That_One_Guy said: try again. get dat asssssssssss BITCH We should invest in a time share together Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skiles Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 3 hours ago, That_One_Guy said: Not long enough to give me brain damage. Just a week or two I liked Carlin's bit about that. It's a good way to get out of a debt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Juice McKenzie Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 sometime i wish i wouldn't wake up when i go to sleep at night Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doom Metal Alchemist Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 10 hours ago, That_One_Guy said: I think you have a point. I'd probably do better with a book honestly. I can't afford a therapist. Also I think I should stop posting depressing shit. Lol or just stop making threads just to be safe. After re-reading the title I realize it comes across as mad depressing lol A lot of therapists work on a sliding scale (the less you can afford to pay, the less they charge you). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vamped Posted July 8, 2019 Share Posted July 8, 2019 a coma you say? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
That_One_Guy Posted July 8, 2019 Author Share Posted July 8, 2019 2 hours ago, Vamped said: a coma you say? fucking weirdo XD 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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