ghostrek

@katt_goddess wow i hop you healed from psychological trauma

no i am not

what

Dude I'm going to say this out of me being an anger control someone wanted to beat my ass today as in kick my ass like it's handled this like fisticuffs it's like what the fuck that's the issue I have

I had an altercation technically two with a co-worker and he's a fucking asshole and somehow I'm fucking The weird thing is I'm somehow in the right this time or at least in one of the cases yet this is bullshit it's been a few hours and my anger is still worked up

In real life, I'm named after my father, and put it this way if any of my relatives call me by my real name which is the same as my father I would take it as a fucking insult

What I have a hard time not try to killing myself which what I meant because frankly living my life is not the best 39 years essentially being retarded yet not being retarded so I'm in between the two fucking worlds and yet I'm the problem and yet I'm not the problem and etc etc whatever analogy want to take and yes I'm fucking pissed off because because almost got my ass whooped today at work from a coworker @scoobdog sorry

one i am following in the footsteps of greats and the genre I want to wright in

hell no. it is hard at times to keep myself from killing me

true?

what?

good ponit

I don't a fly flag from my truck well

it called freedom of speech and patriotism

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Help it would be you never know

I had a weird dream that I joined some Army somewhere and I was in like a service dress uniform IE like military equivalent of business dress and I was somehow in combat and it was my first day out of boot camp it was weird one I'm 39 who in the hell is going to let someone 39 years old no experience being combat normally

i am planing to some thing big I hope everything turns out okay in the way I want to pull it off and be successful doing what I'm trying to do

why

what? @txanimeluva

ok

I don't think so not with me

ok cant do that and that is sad

ok who may I ask

Today I had to go for one the company I work for was in a local parade today and after that, I had to go to a more or less my second cousin's graduation party and, my Aunt was there making me sound like I was retarded or something or I'm not as smart as I am pisses me off