Dude I'm going to say this out of me being an anger control someone wanted to beat my ass today as in kick my ass like it's handled this like fisticuffs it's like what the fuck that's the issue I have
I had an altercation technically two with a co-worker and he's a fucking asshole and somehow I'm fucking
The weird thing is I'm somehow in the right this time or at least in one of the cases yet this is bullshit it's been a few hours and my anger is still worked up
In real life, I'm named after my father, and put it this way if any of my relatives call me by my real name which is the same as my father I would take it as a fucking insult
What I have a hard time not try to killing myself which what I meant because frankly living my life is not the best
39 years essentially being retarded yet not being retarded so I'm in between the two fucking worlds and yet I'm the problem and yet I'm not the problem and etc etc whatever analogy want to take and yes I'm fucking pissed off because because almost got my ass whooped today at work from a coworker
@scoobdog sorry
I had a weird dream that I joined some Army somewhere and I was in like a service dress uniform IE like military equivalent of business dress and I was somehow in combat and it was my first day out of boot camp it was weird one I'm 39 who in the hell is going to let someone 39 years old no experience being combat normally