I went to bed last night at like 7:30 because I was super tired.
and yeah. i'm totally awake at 4am.
like, i don't think i've been this awake in years.
this must be what it feels like to operate on enough sleep.
weird.
i've come to the conclusion that the objective is to get a job that's as much like not having a job as possible.
but yeah. the stress of that ticking clock as the bills come due was the worst part (for me at least) about not having work.