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I think Gordon just does it to be an asshole

That's like when Gordon decides to use the litter box literally the second after I finish changing it

I just might try calling her from my work phone this afternoon if I still don't hear anything. I texted her again this morning and still nothing. My coordinator should be making me feel like everything will be okay but at this point she's just the source of my anxiety

I would hope the fact that I've already given her over 2 grand to do her job would mean she's not ignoring me on purpose. Would just be nice to get a text back or something to confirm that and shut off the irrational anxiety thoughts section of my brain that I know is probably irrational but still won't shut up

Assuming I don't have a panic attack and die before tomorrow

Is it rude to text her and be like, "Hey I understand if things happen and you can't talk when you originally planned on it but can you please try to communicate with me when that happens because it makes me really anxious to not hear from you"? Like I'm sure everything's fine and something just came up for her and we'll talk tomorrow but part of me is like, "What if it's not okay and this person who is supposed to be handling all of the decor, and the flowers, and the linens, and the centerpieces, and the day of coordination, and the set up and tear down at the ceremony venue is suddenly unable to do any of that and now it's all up to you with 9 days notice???" and I can't shut off that part of my brain and I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack over it like I literally feel sick to my stomach just overthinking about this.

So my coordinator told me to call her tonight to work out some details. Never said a time for sure but I just called her around the time I usually do when we've chatted in the past. No answer. Texted her asking when we could talk and tried calling again a half hour later. No response after over an hour. This does not help my anxiety

They did surgery on a grape

God no. I've been seeing him twice a week a lot lately because he's had a lot of medical appointments and that's the only reason I'll ever see him more than once a week and it's been AWFUL

So we had 2 new therapists start on our team last month and so far it's looking like neither is going to be a good fit but we have a big super important review thing coming up in April and need to have a full team including them This one dude basically does nothing. Well he does some stuff I guess but idk what we never see or talk to him. I noticed he saw one of our clients 4 times this week and 4 times last week. We even told this guy (the staff), "This client is fine. He has poor boundaries and will make it seem like he needs everything but he's fine. See him once a week then don't even talk to him again until next week." APPARENTLY THAT MEANS GO SEE THE CLIENT 4 TIMES A WEEK FOR 2 HOURS EACH TIME EVEN THOUGH THERE'S NO GODDAMN REASON AND YOU'RE RUINING EVERYONE ELSE'S EFFORTS TO SET GOOD BOUNDARIES BY DOING THAT. I went to the guys supervisor about that there's no reason to see any of our clients that much I feel like a snitch but like, don't let yourself be taken advantage of like that.

So they did actually send me a rejection e-mail. They didn't give me specific pointers or anything but it was a personal e-mail from the guy I interviewed with rather than just a boiler plate response. Apparently 16 people applied to the job, I was one of 3 interviewed, and the person they ended up hiring had experience more in line with the position yadda yadda yadda

I was just surprised to get actual feedback about an interview that never happens irl

I had a dream last night that they emailed me back to reject me but they also outlined why. Like what they were looking for compared to what I said in the interview and how to improve my interview skills in the future.

I have no money

wat

If he takes off his glasses do his eyes become detached from his body

@Naraku4656

baby don't hurt me

For the most part I guess Libra fits me (in the sense that the descriptions are vague enough to fit 75% of people at least somewhat) but Libras are supposedly really sociable and I am like the most introverted person I know

Virgo fits me so much better than Libra wtf I believe in astrology now

I just mean a thank you e-mail to follow up from the interview. Like before they even give me an answer one way or another. I pretty much always send those after an interview not sure how much of a difference it actually makes

And pics of Gordon and Mazel There were 3 people that interviewed me but I only remember the one dude's name who was the main lead guy and the one that emailed me about the interview. When I send the thank you email should I just thank him or say "you and your colleagues"

So I think it went alright. I can never tell how well I do at interviews though. I would have my own OFFICE with this job. Not just desk/cubicle but a whole ass office.

Want to finish tying up all the loose ends of wedding planning for me

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