J.M. Matthews

Eh, I do art contests, I like being a competitive cartoonist and illustrator, But with my writing? Eh, I'm not really the competing type...I look forward to reading you guys's writing though.

I agree. I'm not a sociopath, and I'm not a psychopath, but because I'm an introvert and both my parents are extroverts, they simply don't understand me, so they try to label me things. Two of them being high functioning autistic and schizophrenic. I know I'm an aspies, but I"m definitely not schizophrenic. Just because someone you know keeps saying the word fag at you two rooms away doesn't mean you have mental illness. It means THOSE PEOPLE are ASSHOLES who don't take feelings into account. But no, I've never really been crazy at all, despite my parents, who don't agree.

Here's my chart. Believe it or not, I'm predisposed to be average size weight, meaning 100 to 200 lbs rang. ANd I was when I was a kid and early teen.

Which company does this anime. I want to go to a streaming site to watch it.

Yeah I have a hub, BUT, the thing is when I plug the hub into my TV, only one device registers. I"m either going to have to buy a TV with more HDMI plugs, OR I'll just have to plug each one in when I watch it, then unplug it, plug the other one in watch that. Still if that's the case it sounds like a pain in the ass. I can deal with it. CE La Vi

Only Saiyans can fight, bro!

I'm a fraction Japanese. But I'm also a whole of other nationalities and races in my ancestry. Woohoo I have permission to draw "American" (And apparently partially Japanese) anime and manga now. Yay I have permission to do something I Was planning on doing WITHOUT permission anyway, cuz all this time I didn't know that about myself, that I'm 5% Japanese. Like, shall-oh!

MEMES AHOY!!!!! Is DOUBLE4ANIME Another troll manifestation of PANDA KA!? Those two are awfully similar! IS HE A TROLL? Are THEY TROLLS??

Until I can figure out how to calibrate multi HDMI Chords for my Roku and Amazon Fire TV Stick with the same TV? Nothing!

My dad just hooked me up with some McDonalds

From what I remember. Weight gain and obesity is caused by A) Overeating, stress eating, compulsive eating, anxiety eating, depression eating (just take a noun and put eating besides it), B) Not exercising enough or eating right. Neglecting your home gym equipment, I have an unassembled sit up bench that I'm eventually going to build with the help of a contractor. It's like my parents WANT me to be fat, they keep buying me fast food for free, and forcing me to delay the assembly of my home gym, That isn't my fault it's been delayed) or C) Drugs, pharmaceutical or otherwise. Fasting is so much easier now that Depakote isn't in my life! I've been fasting, and eating fast food once or twice a week. I STILL lost the 50 lbs despite all that! So it can happen.

Thin and crazy or sane and fat, that's a nice way of putting it. I prefer thin and crazy, but we all have to make tough choices.

Just because I despise bullies, doesn't mean I've EVER been afraid of any of you people who would choose to be that, online or off, I have no fear, I never did.

I'm happy I could speak out and be a role model for something to someone. I guess one of those things, other than sexual preferences, tolerance, freedom of sexuality and love, ex-pats, poor people, popular people, attractive people, creative people, attractive people who are creative, kindness, humor, sensitivity and sensitive people, drug and alcohol free, anger management, anti-violence, globalism, nerds, unsuccessful people, smart people, mental health, anti-bullying, anti-racism, anti-bigotry, pro homosexuality (well, in girls anyway, I"ve been called "gay" "faggot" and "Fag" by neighbor, high-middle school, and family bullies that I'm well aware of what that feels like, to be on the receiving end of the prejudiced homophobes, bigots, and racists I know. I say and write it purely for irony and humor, not to be mean to gays. Gay people are kinder and nicer than most heterosexual people, Most of the gay people I knew growing up, or at least that I thought might be gay were incredibly nice, kind individuals that I could never hate. Seeing some of them subjected to such harsh treatment infuriated me, it made my blood boil, REAL homophobia, not the fake South Park, Stern, and Eminem homophobia stuff. I used to be on the receiving end of hate comment in person a lot more than I am now, because I'm an adult and intimidate and frighten people around me now), activism, race, and religion is weight apparently. I'm so happy I could help you and perhaps even other people somehow with my testimony. For every one enemy I've made with any of these topics, I make twenty more friends. I thought it was really fucked up and weird when the mods here keep banning me accusing me of doing exactly the sort of thing other people tortured me with for. Yeah right! It's meant to make fun of homomphobes, not promote them. Why do you have to act like a BITCH and WHORE about things and be all hateful TOWARDS people just to "prove" you hate them. I'm an empath. My entire spiritual thought process is comprised of nothing but tolerance, love, empathy, humor, and compassion, but I like irony. that means I read your mind and empathize with it in my words, not attack you for it with violence and aggression and a switchblade and M-80s and white pickup trucks. HA HA, I'd rather parody you and turn YOU into an example of violence, bullying, and oppression than be violent and aggressive cyberbully to you two rooms/houses down (purely becuase I exagerate my own courage so I don't have to face you on the street or in the same room and be a REAL man about things, not a sniper pussy fag)! FUCK THOSE...COWARDS. Hiding out of sight and shit. My brother is better than those people, At least when he cusses at you and fights you, he does it straight to your face, which is more than can be said about anyone else in this house who isn't me.

That's the thing. My parents attacked me and attempted to lock me away in a mental hospital, making accusations of schizophrenia just because I talked back to these people in person and online when they bullied me. Fags., but that's bullshit, there were many witnesses who WITNESSED my neighbors and sister harassing and vocally, very LOUDLY bullying me. My parents are afraid of my bullies, they get bullied by them too and don't do SHIT about it, I DO SOMETHING BACK TO THEM. But My parents (too scared to take acccountability, responsibility and guilt for allowingt his bullying online and off of me to exist and happen (continually and constantly, without remorse, pity, or relent, just obsessive cruelty) claimed these bullying neighbors' and sister in law's comments were "voices in your head", Just because they're "sound sniping", as I prefer to call it, and yet dozens upon dozens of people have testified against these people publicly in the media, on internet, and TV for their continual and predatory (and quite evil and sociopathic) bullying and intimidation method harassment of me, merely becuase they are illegally using my wifi and are privy to insider information about me on my comp no one else knows about but them, This information makes them feel "special" and "above everyone else, even me", ("Wow, I have access to a powerful man's computer, I must be so much BETTER than him! FAG! Gay!)., to say nothing of the fact that I have smartphone photos of his mailbox and license plate on my camera after I spied on the neighbor-bully and approached his house he hides in from me. These people should be locked up in prison and a psych ward. Not me. How can I pig out when I know these people aren't dead yet? All the bullying kind of helped kill my appetite I get bullied and harrassed by relatives and neighbors and my parents want me to blame MYSELF for it. How fucked up is THIS!?

Thanks. And I wish you luck. Sometimes you have to suffer a little to start losing weight. But I know that's an incredibly difficult thing to go thorugh, and there's no assurance of success, at least for me there wasn't. Until I discovered my trigger element that made me eat so much, I was a losing battle. Medication, Meat, Sugar-water soda, Caffeine, Mayonaise. Stay clear of all of these if you can, or at least don't indulge or resort to them if you're upset. I tried chex mix recently, It was really good!

Nicole eh, yeah she's still totally in love with me, but when I met here I was so obsessed with her romantically and so heartbroken when she played hard to get to win me over without me realizing, I was pretty devastated. I literally had a nervous break down, we both did, over each other I suspect. We were so in love at the time we literally both drove eachother insane. I don't think ms. Nicole realized how attractive she was at the time. It's not entirely her fault she downplayed her own beauty.

That's all right. I already have 2 girl-partners from my early years. 2 hawt girls in love with me is enough for me......

Well I am weary of soda, but I don't think it's the actual problem. It was the metabolism and anti-psychotic meds that were forced on me. The entire time I lost that 5 lbs, my parents were buying me soda and I still go through 1 12 pack of Crush orange soda every other day. I'm a big guy, and I need my water, soda, gatorade and hydration to keep my energy levels up. If I DON'T chow down I get fatigued and disturbingly sickly and pale. And my stomach eats itself with its own acid indigestion.

No. It was the Pepsi and cola weight, and the mayo, and the Fast food, and the pills, all stirred together. And did you write that correct. Did you say "fap"

Thanks!

Don't worry, I'll probably be able to manage. I didn't have to work all that hard to get to this level Drawing comics and writing novels. That's a bit of work. But losing weight is not, assuming I'm not on the wrong pill(s).

Man, my underwear boxers don't even fit me anymore...

Nah, But we can spar!