discolé monade

i don't facebook anymore. other than herb house. and only for free pr/advertising. had i known, i would have absolutely made every attempt to arrange a road trip. fuck yes, i would have.

that's why i thought she was headed north? a better facility? with people to help with her treatment. this is just so damn....man. my friend. i literally JUST saw her sitting in her picture window 2.5 weeks ago, and i said to my self, "i need to get down there and see miss lucy. let me at least write her a note."she likes getting mail. i can see her place from here. i walk there, and yet, i didn't. saddy and i were talking about a song i was obsessed with. talked about the abulm, iggy, josh homme. that was the last convo i had with her. on facebook. only 2 weeks ago.

fuck. that's mt. st. helen's air. i met a girl from WA when i lived in VT. they moved to a family home there, because the air had no signs of changing. they lived there for just the remainder of the school year, and part of the summer. never saw her again, but she was the coolest person i met. anne. she talked about animals just literally dropping dead.

*raises hand* yes, i have a question: does barry manilow know you raid his closet?

i didn't know if we could use his real name. we had SO many talks about his place, and i got SO many tips. we even started working on plans for him to travel this way, and help with some things. then suddenly. just gone. frogs were his thing. so every frog at my pond is named joshua...or some variation. just like our saddy. too fucking sudden. man...fuck you cancer. fuck you.

looks like you may have done something here. i almost felt the need to use hamburger sand yesterday, looking at the awful ground chuck. *tips hat* this, will be the only one ghost....know this.

banana and water. doing chicken bacon wraps for supper.

this is the 2nd person i have lost in as many weeks. mosh hard, my punk girl sister. <3

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if i'm messing with you....it means i like you. buck up buttercup...you're my special .... my....precious...

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more like but you do you, boo boo.

OOOOOOHHHHH beef ~esque products. pink slime.

weren't you ready to be led to the fire, and be thrown into the flame?

besides....we're not even close to finish with y'all

i didn't know it was announced. but no. there are reasons for that choice.

wait. what? no....

i dare you to participate in the next challenge......

i had no intention of using you in the story (?) sorry?

ah....see... it's people like you that had me in all the confusions. all the alts. ALL THE ALTS!!!!

oh absolutely. that's what i usually grab. i didn't today, but i knew i was coming back for an early lunch. it'