I guess i I were to be honest, at first I wanted to be liked. Now I don't particularly have a motive other than total confusion of the universe and shocked disbelief at
terror humans are capable just so they can feel better. But my complete mental decay comes off as, "a bitch" to many lately.
Hmm meh, its not the worst thing, if I was trying to convey how I really am, I feel like a wandering corrupted spirit, shouting into a large canyon at bullshit I see.