CutieQuesadilla

Happy birthday

Lol, he had the hole open

I’m still in bed. Go aways.

Pubes.

Everything.

We are a scary breed.

I’m cute

Lemme wiiin.

Thanks poof.

Lol, be nice kids

I have this reoccuring dream about my old family house. I’m sitting on the porch, watching my family go one by one. Realistically, it’s how it went. My step dad had ptsd and was an alcoholic and i don’t think there was anything we couldn’t do to get our ass beat, but we were bad kids. He was the first to leave. My biological mother has munchausen syndrome by proxy and is bipolar and wasn’t the best person to be around. Even though she had her ways i loved her. She’d leave some times for days, weeks...once a month at a time, but she’d always come back. One day, she just didn’t. The dream i have is just me, sitting on my porch, watching my family leave one by one until it’s just me then it gets pitch black. When i spoke to someone about it, they brought up me having abandonment issues and being afraid of just being stagnant. Not going anywhere. Not moving. The dream itself changes very little. I’m just surprised i have it so often. It’s pretty weird and i don’t like thinking of my past. What i was born into and where i came from. It’s affected me greatly. When i think about it, i remember things i really shouldn’t. I was far too young to remember, yet i do. I remember things that happened to me. My brothers and sisters. It just makes me angry and insane. Do you have any dreams like this?

No :3