fuggstop Posted December 4, 2018 Share Posted December 4, 2018 I decided to stay up just ONE hour late and enjoy some porn. ONE hour! Then when i tried to sleep i kept having horrivle nitemares...but then when i fought to wake up i STARTED SEEING THINGS..and i could barely move...i fought and managed to call my mom to bring me some klonopin..cuz it sometimes helps stop mania and i guessed it was full blown mania... It helped but i was groggy as fuck in the morning..madison was late to school and i was 2 hours late getting into work cuz i passed out in the parking lot Fuckinghatefuckingstupidmentalillnessfuck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scoobdog Posted December 4, 2018 Share Posted December 4, 2018 Is there a moral to this story? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 4, 2018 Author Share Posted December 4, 2018 3 minutes ago, scoobdog said: Is there a moral to this story? I have to be asleep by 10 pm everynite or theres hell to pay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 4, 2018 Share Posted December 4, 2018 you started seeing things and was unable to move??? that happens to me sometimes but not because of meds it just happens Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 4, 2018 Author Share Posted December 4, 2018 3 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: you started seeing things and was unable to move??? that happens to me sometimes but not because of meds it just happens It wasn't the same as sleep paralysis like yer thinking. It was like reality itself was...melting And Imagine having to wake up your misunderstanding simple ass mother in the middle of the nite and beg for help because "im losing my grasp on reality " ughughughugh 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 4, 2018 Share Posted December 4, 2018 1 minute ago, fuggstop said: It wasn't the same as sleep paralysis like yer thinking. It was like reality itself was...melting And Imagine having to wake up your misunderstanding simple ass mother in the middle of the nite and beg for help because "im losing my grasp on reality " ughughughugh oh okay I thought it was putting you in sleep paralysis! it's still crazy tho Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted December 5, 2018 Share Posted December 5, 2018 Sounds like sleep paralysis induced by heavy narcotics. Sleep paralysis is rarely a positive experience. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PhilosipherStoned Posted December 5, 2018 Share Posted December 5, 2018 dammit ghost.. anyway sleep paralysis is REALLY good at making you think it;s something else. Supposingly areas of your brain that are active during REM and dreams are active in that state even though you are awake...so it's a good excuse for everything supernatural. I use it as a blanket excuse. It works.. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 6, 2018 Share Posted December 6, 2018 6 hours ago, PhilosipherStoned said: dammit ghost.. anyway sleep paralysis is REALLY good at making you think it;s something else. Supposingly areas of your brain that are active during REM and dreams are active in that state even though you are awake...so it's a good excuse for everything supernatural. I use it as a blanket excuse. It works.. I don't have a need deny the supernatural. I dabble in it but I haven't got sleep paralysis since I got Shadow 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 6, 2018 Author Share Posted December 6, 2018 19 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: I don't have a need deny the supernatural. I dabble in it but I haven't got sleep paralysis since I got Shadow To clear things up, i saw NOTHING but objects moving on their own. I asked my heavenly father ages ago to sheild me from seeing any spooky shit. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 6, 2018 Share Posted December 6, 2018 1 minute ago, fuggstop said: To clear things up, i saw NOTHING but objects moving on their own. I asked my heavenly father ages ago to sheild me from seeing any spooky shit. yeah I know that. you've told me that before. I'm the opposite I see things so much it's "normal" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 6, 2018 Author Share Posted December 6, 2018 (edited) 17 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: yeah I know that. you've told me that before. I'm the opposite I see things so much it's "normal" Yah my brother, friend Dan, and friend Tia are all like that too which is why i believe you. Tia has it the worst...cant be around graveyards and shit like that. Edited December 6, 2018 by fuggstop 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 6, 2018 Share Posted December 6, 2018 9 minutes ago, fuggstop said: Yah my brother, friend Dan, and friend Tia are all like that too which is why i believe you. Tia has it the worst...can be around graveyards and shit like that. my family and a few others believe because they seen to much unexplainable shit happen around me and seen my "astral form" in dreams. and they ask me to do rituals and divinations for them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 6, 2018 Author Share Posted December 6, 2018 2 minutes ago, Mini_Ghost said: my family and a few others believe because they seen to much unexplainable shit happen around me and seen my "astral form" in dreams. and they ask me to do rituals and divinations for them Yah i do my little ghetto binding spells here and there but thats as far as i go voluntarily. I feel like my shit is too powerful to mess with. Ive already shown you what it can do. I once used it accidentally in highschool for this girl who liked this guy. She breifly..described him ..well she just said hos eyes were brillant blue..and wrote his name several times in my notebook and that was all. I just kept hearing her talk about him. Well one day this kid walked into my McDonald's and I just KNEW it was him and i started talking to him about her...like i felt my knowing it was him and him coming to me was too much of a coincidence and i opened my big mouth. It freaked both of them out and ill never forget her face of horror when i said i had "found him" lol he didnt want anything to do with her after that. I would "draw" people to me a couple of times back then but i stopped doing even that...basically just do it now to find lost objects heh Oh and i did once write down what i wanted in life and got it. I learned i have to be extremely careful with what i write when i do that little....whatever....of mine. I write goals but not on THAT kind or paper using THAT ink. I wrote what i wanted for my future in two sentences. It came true and i was extremely miserable because of it because i didnt think carefully and i wasnt specific. Havent done it again since. So yeah....its scary..best for me to leave it alone. The universe takes care of me anyhoo. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mini_ghost420 Posted December 6, 2018 Share Posted December 6, 2018 that's how you knew about my drawing things in thing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fuggstop Posted December 6, 2018 Author Share Posted December 6, 2018 1 minute ago, Mini_Ghost said: that's how you knew about my drawing things in thing Yeppers. 😁 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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