ghostrek

sorry

Ok I will soon but not right away

okay I might need another person's help for that but yeah I do look good bald

any one else

I just shaved tell me how to how do I look hair still a mess but everything else on the face is better extra glasses I mean

i miss my hair

oh really

https://soranews24.com/2020/12/14/cat-and-dog-owner-in-japan-wanders-in-on-pets-holding-creepy-cute-ritual【video】 creepy as hell I'm going to make cow can you deprogram your pet from a cult leader when that other cult leader is also a animal

I know they're important but it's too important because we we are actually losing people because they don't want to get the coronavirus but not many new Replacements are not coming to you know take their place so a lot of us are getting over working over stressed it's hitting us hard in that way

I don't know I do need a job coach

I will

Peggy Hill came off as one of those snob-ish up nose types

I'm feeling a little better but I still feel majorly depressed but I do have a appointment next month that's the soonest how to a friend of mine and he told me to quit my job because minutes I'm going through this

@tsar4 @scoobdog @mthor @Jiro_Dreams @Le Guignon @katt_goddess @NaBarney @RainyDayJizz#35 @SwimModSponges look i am get sick and tired I'm being bullied basically we're actually worse be prejudiced against because of my diagnosises in the workplace I feel that for almost 10 years I was prejudiced against for having a job coach I was prejudiced against we're having a mental illness/learning disability I was sick and tired of that fucking rumor I'm sick and tired of being somehow the low man on the totem pole despite the fact I'm been there for almost 10 years while people who are my opinion fuckingworse than I am somehow think they're higher than me what else you call it I understand some of you are of different races , different sexualities different, gender identities, and different religious beliefs I'm not saying you are not prejudiced against but I'm going to say ableism is a prejudice against the disabled / mentally ill and and don't pretend it doesn't exist it does and I'm going to say I'm sick and tired of being traded like shit because of what I am i did not ask God for this and every time I want to fight metaphorically speaking out literally against this evil tell me now this let it be or I interpret basically lie down because it's going to cost too much money or it's going to not do good or or even worse get your shit beaten out of you starting to think I'm at the point of my existence like I said only one other post I feel like I can't move forward because of this shit I'm sick and tired of it I'm going to be in my next therapy session talking more about this with my therapist because frankly I do not want to go but but I do not feel like I can make a big impact in this world either but you also told me the light I know I am loved by my family what was that I can move forward

thanks

Cloud good for you congratulations will Santa be visiting them this year

good point

you and disco are Jewish

@katt_goddess I am already in therapy my next session I am going to be talking about these feelings I'm going to talking about you know ending it all but that is going to be a while now because of the holidays but I am going to think about not caring about what my co-workers think but I do want to be respected by my equals that's that's the problem I don't feel always feel like I am of course my co-workers don't fucking care

@Le Guignonguess you're right I just need to watch some Star Trek I was thinking about watching It's a Wonderful Life

what was the suicide hotline can help it dose get the respect from my coworker/equals that I deserve

why Christmas music still being played on the radio

I'm not respected by my co-workers and they say I'm a bad worker or more currently i am not a hard worker which in my family means I'm not a person that carries my surname because we take pride in being hard workers so basically saying I'm not a member of my family in a odd way. I'm basically thinking of you know ending it all

yeah he is one of the greats of military aviation especially in the test pilot community this man should have been an astronaut actually

okay I'm not going to talk to you have a nice day good-bye