yah i haven't stopped looking for someone brave enough to fully claim me. Never that.
Im a coward, too. Im not perfect in this. I had many chances I was too scared to take.
We just admitted to each other how we feel about each this year...took 11 years lol. So who knows what will happen. I just know i can't shut him out. I tried. I cant do it. Keep crawling back.
But my mind is always open for something better. Men are shit these days tho.