fuggnificent

sorry for my tongue in cheek tone. i know its very serious. its just my way of handling it but all this is really life or death for me. i dont think im getting enough help and i still suffer quite a bit even tho im working. if i didn't work i could have a chance to finally face my problems instead of just carrying the burden and living a shitty half life.

not THAT one...the other one lol hes no longer in the military tho whomp whomp he was weird wanted to hook up in strange places even tho i had my own apartment? dont remember why the fuck i put up with that

wow thats worse. fucking assholes.

her mom probably isnt even bipolar. people use the term too loosely and like to apply it to people just because they dont like them.

so did my dad ? after he passed, we pulled out like 4 or 5 versions of the same shit lol

i m really suffering through this job tho...it was really bad at one point where i needed alcohol to sleep...but then it got better and the anxiety was not as bad....but im still very anxious and its still a very painful experience for me...to work...so im gonna try because the way i see it...its life or death. i dont think everyone thinks of offing themselves every morning before work

nah im pretty sure its because if samonella

they dont have to know that ?

when you aint even a supervisor?

yer notbsupposed to eat dough...read the package

nah theyll see i cant be anywhere for long

ive had several medical leaves of abscense, fmla, and hospitalizations and its cost me jobs before. it def makes it hard to work and i take lots of mental health days....its been days where i have two decisions....slit my wrists or go to work...no in betweens

yuge i was a size 18 in this pic. im big but i keep an hourglass figure

when i lived here when i was 25...(i always gsin weight in this city). anyway, i bought a bike to get around and help me lose weight cause i had no car. had a lock...crackheads still stole it. ended up having to keep the (new) bike inside my room inside the house

we stopped giving her sweets but imma start making her walk after school @ the park (my neighborhood too dangerous) while i have no job

pm it to me

thats where i shop for clothes and food. and its dollar general, bitch

but damn i knew when i bought 3 things from target it shouldn't have been 44 fucking dollars!

phillies. put the miku alt down NOW

(russian accent) if you no like party, no like thread...you leave thread...NOW

Fuck off.

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I might poo in a trashcan now thanks to lgl

One day i will watch this. Saving all the memes i dont understand until then.