Hey man (it's a gender neurtal terma nd I am drunk so whatever), but like. I think the dream shows that you help people too much, and you just neeed to calm down and focus on yourself. I mean, Will Smith has it rough being a social superheror, so even he need to just like, realize he's a normal person before Lauwrence Fishburn pulls him into the matrix and he just gets fucked. It's better to be in the matrix. Being free is just subimitting yourself to pain all for the sake of freedom you didn't even know you needed.