NSAID

A game about dreams now free on Steam. Mysterious countdown website appears. I've already thought to myself that I might not have the wherewithal, the gumption, to find out what yume Nikki 2k18 is gonna entail. Whatever it is, I'm hoping for a game setting that at times will give me actual pain to look at.

I think my biggest objection to the idea is that I really dont need one more kinda weird kinda gross thing in my life. Having to debate internally every day if I wanna bring it up at work like it's a cool story at the risk of seeming like a liar at best, even though it'd still be a cool story though. Just don't have the energy to be out here eating people like that.

How much middle/high school music are you still listening to on a regular basis? Still hit the fall out boy when you're wasted or what. I listen to almost everything I've ever listened to, but that's because in the high school days I had a bunch of free time and Internet I didn't pay for to find a shit load of music. And from before that, I'm here to tell you Ace of Base still rocks. What about yall?

Out of the top five things, what I feel worst about is I don't always put in effort to sound interested in what they're talking about, even if I am actually interested, but if anyone acts like the dumb shit I'm spewing is less than captivating I start having feelings.

Not fake stuff like "you should be more outgoing" I'm talking about things you've been doing to upset them for years with no sign of relief. I'm talking about the sights and smells you know are wrong.

1997 My memory of this year is mostly reconstructed from old school home movies, severely warping my perspective. I was the first of my generation in the family. The first of the grandkids. The adults were excited for the excuse to get together and go on the kind of day trips adults don't have an excuse to take w/o children. Things were fairly prosperous, and if they weren't how would I know I was a child. Easter. Christmas. Zoo. Pool. Elderly friends of the family doting and offering me small gifts bc it's cute how enthusiastic a kindergartener gets over a dollar or a lollipop. Easily the most interest I've been able to generate just by existing. Add to it the fact that there's very little you can do to let anyone down at that age, and you have a recipe for a very pleasant year. I got to ride an elephant and a camel in the same day.