Stonergoth187

MY BRO!!

Too hot to handle Too cold to hold

Also. Just wanna add some humor in this It's pretty bad when you're part of an online community where we need a buddy system. XD

He's twirling batons in heaven now

When I'm going through stuff I mention it. But when shit really hits the fan, I avoid people. Both IRL and online. I think it's because I don't want to lie when someone asks me how I'm doing. But this is a good idea.

Let me enjoy this infested summer I only want to hear the buzzing Feel the vibrating wings Of the bugs That long to feast on us We may swat at them But one day We won't bat an eye

In one Autumn we sprang Like a pack of angry leaves Kicking them up As we walked Hand in hand As the heavy arms of the trees Seemed to fall around us There were no words Just the warmth of our palms Defying our jackets Like cold graphite Rasping against fresh paper I draw memories That only you and I can recall For one year We held eachother On a mountain of bedsheets a catacomb of cotton The smell of cigarettes Kind buds And sweaty air No cares, no worries then I pay for it all now Just to say It's nice to have known you Without regrets Noone is without sin And no picture is perfect But through my rosy shades I dream of you Like cold graphite Rasping against fresh paper I draw memories That only you and I can recall

Green, Orange, Brown

Yes I do! I loved making avatars

Think it's cuz I was home alot and couldn't clean. I dunno

What I think is funny is that I was only told I was COVID positive, they didn't say what strain.

Also, I'll add that the roomate who gave me this decided to pack up and leave. He even cut off the power to the house. I sent him a text that if he plans on evicting me, that he's going against tenant laws, and I'm not going to mess with the breakers. My power is back on now

It's actually not bad. Just different... I mean. It's not good, but the food thing sucks. Oh and the heavy breathing, but that's my fault cuz i'm a smoker lol... Sorry, got to make jokes to cheer up

The medicine they gave me is "Molnupiravir" 200mg, take 4 two times daily. And "Benzonatate" 100mg take 2 three times daily... they also gave me Flonase but I don't really need that lol

Oh and the taste smell stuff exists. I crave food but don't really taste it. And the onion thing is very real for me at least. I had some soup with onion, didn't bother me at first until half way finished with it. I had to put the whole bowl outside and I cut on my scented oil lamps. It seemed like it took hours for the smell to go away.

It's wierd... like trouble breathing at times. I was at work when I developed symptoms. It happened really fast for me. In my job I have to talk a lot about phone plans, specs, etc so I found myself needing to catch my breath a lot. Everything started with my eyes feeling dry. My roomate was sick and he got through it okay. So I figured I'd get sick as well. I just didn't expect how fast it came about. I've been sleeping a lot, i haven't even needed my insomnia meds to sleep. I have had some hallucinations, like auditory ones, I thought my dad was calling me (my dad died in 2015). And my head hurts a lot. I know it seems counterintuitive that I'm on here and able to type this out, but I'm honestly glad you asked. I've been alone the past few days and it really sucks. Sometimes i feel like I'm in a dream. I wake up sometimes out of breath but the doc gave me meds. I dunno what they do, but I'm taking them lol. When i get a minute I'll post what the meds are. Oh and my roomate didn't go to a doctor, so I thought it was just a cold. I went to the doc and found out I had it.

This isn't Fallout. Oh wait. I do have a bunker but the water is full of rads

So that's a thing

That's sad. I'm sad now. So sad... it's sobering.. Boom bah dit boom

Happy birfin day!!

Lol. Nope

He was alright. Nothing like the ISS teacher I had that let me do whatever. He even gave me his book. Memoirs of a Geisha

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