Vixen_catgirl

Im sorry, how did you end up with the cat? This person was also an addict. A lot of the people i have associated throughout life have been and as a result i am for the most part alone in my early/mid twenties. Im also way too damn jaded to try to make new friends my own age. I have a friend who is trying to get clean but the nightlife of chinatown isnt the place to do that. We are all kind of stuck right in the den of all our vices. Depression just comes with the territory i suppose

Im not sure whether im comforted or confused

And this is like the 4th person i know to have killed themselves roughly in the past 3 years. I like cant even find words for it anymore because it feels like i just dont have the energy to go through it all again and again.

I didn't even know him that well outside of a business context. I feel really awful about it.

On friday, he asked me to watch her. I agreed despite this being a no cat building, he said he was going upstate for a trip. I found out yesterday morning that he drove upstate went into his mom's garage and fucking shot himself.. I havent even told my boyfriend about this and he is starting to ask when the cat will get picked up (he's allergic) and I dont even know where to begin

fuggz sinks to the bottom?

Yeah Orcas are like the dicks of the shale family. Emotionally unstable, aggressive for seemingly no reason sometimes. And dolphins, well...we all know about them Its the Beluga whales, Sperm whales and big Blues im after Also, the Zeni of the ocean

Imma follow them whales!

They do but its a lot of ass kissing. If i didnt hustle on the side, i could never have survived nyc on $200 a week

I actually dont think i do And yeah there is a weekly stipend

Im sure its quite similar. Like when we are doing nothing all day then boom something happens and its a mass panic and everyone is yelling

All pillows?

I am looking into schools because i would prefer it over geology, but its a very very specific degree and i prefer studying cetacean that makes it even harder >.<

The work environment really doesnt help either

What is pillow science??

Im essentially going from doing what I through a series of events felt obligated to do to what i actually want to do and really interests me. The student debt is going to be just fucking amazing.

News editing. Not an american news station. So we cover world events/catastrophes and at first I thought it was exciting and interesting but at this point its just depressing and the negativity just feels relentless. People are so fucking awful.

But it helped me decide that i no longer wish to study what i am studying. This is just fucking depressing. I wanna switch to geology or marine science.

>.> I keep half in the freezer for special occansions

>.>" <.<"

I have half of one

Voluntarily probably "Consequence" by the Notwist. Involuntarily probably something by Queen which is still pretty great all things considered.

I plan to get into Tekken because i ave so many friends who play, but I see how serious and competitive it is so it'll be a while before i'm worth playing with. But ill accept because friends is nice ^.^