god no, i just fucked something up by accident reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally badly
well the problem is that it doesn't look good to have a position only for four months. i don't know if they'll let me stick it out until it hits a year
before i bought a house, i could count on one hand how many times i had to write a check for my entire life. after i had stuff that was too expensive to put on credit cards so i had to use a check