PhilosipherStoned

I meant to put this here... What thread in rants did I just put it instead? Sigh...Honestly I just want to see some of old edgy vines n shit from the day with putin's face or clips edited to poke fun at him. He's a very meme-able character guys come on.. Or no I mean not now right? IDK...

I mean...Japan should never be your first escape unless you're a fucking yakuza or you have family there if you ask me. Unless price isn't an object even having a few grand at your dispose for the trip can end in failure from what I've gathered from being a part of an american english teachers little subgroup and shit when he went to Japan..Also all those weirdos you sympathize with about anime qwop will seem a bit more real when they're sniffing your socks on the bus, and everyone's eyeballing you not to make a scene. Just do your due dilligence before you run to a foriegn country is all I'm sayin'...

MY irl friends piss me off way more than internet trolls can somehow sometimes. Do I NEED to start slapping people around again. Jeeze I swear that was never my thing.

Hell ya.

MAybe it's just some prose to keep me spry not sure. but I got a beat I can use to this, and it's suppose to be to tempo... And this one's for me; CALL IT FUCK THE CREAM whether not I ever get none A song is all I need; cousin Where went the dream? The demons are still whis-per-ing the beat it's still glis-ten-ing, yet it seems I am forgetting just what the shit meant to me; History; Ya bet I freakin have it. If not tragic a bunch of jumbled memories; Energies wrecked by all the jutting out feelings; deep Stowed mag; Achilles Heelys on my feet. Despite the constant cutting illness really I just feel the trillness is so sillily in reach, well if this my Billy Jean then Imma fuckin have it. not fallin victim to some skinny leaned up kids acid habbit like I'm some fuckin' Trix cereal mascot rabbit NO DAG NAB IT! NO THIS ONES FOR ME, just a part of my astral transit. transitioning backwards it seems through some vacuum of peace CALL IT FUCK THE CREAM it's a magic release no vaginal crease needed this is some actual glee I'm smashing the thing. Damn, Hold on. Before I go on let me peel off these tatters of sheep Like is this what I really needed a blood bath in a beat? Where's my masters degree? I really have been decieved Everything I've done 's all been just a slap on the cheek no slash on my screen full o' ones and zeros; no guns no heroes. No there's nothing here just a crushed up ego, but that's okay It's still fun for me though, another page for my book of rhymes, and hell ya never know maybe some good dinero. Cuz this one's for me CALL IT FUCK THE CREAM whether not I ever get some A song is all I need; cousin Where went the dream? The demons are still whis-per-ing the beat it's still glis-ten-ing, yet it seems I am forgetting just what this shit meant to me; History; ...Fuckin Aesop Rockin this or something idk. sillily? SILLILY!?!? Fuck it's a word...aneurysm a hoy! Anyway here's the beat. Just felt the need to write to one if anything..

Third eye meditation eyes closed. I can probably link you up with a short step by step uf you're interested.. Could probably use the shit myself..

For how to's/game guides especially.

Ya sounds like the shit. Just don't cast me out to the sports demons bro.

No Trader Joes, but I think I've heard as much. 😄

Godspeed asshole. Keep my name and character out of your posts and I honestly don't give a fuck what you do.

Pretty sure I could go about two posts back from looking at your account and find my name being mentioned with you throwing dog shit on my reading comprehension, but fuck you're right! You don't just make dog shit posts revolving around users here that either you don't like, or more appropriately..piss in your lil bowl of Trollioes.. Stop it because I reallly could give a fuck less, and should, but ya know what it's funny at the end of the day.

To the dude that may or may not be accusing me of flexing earlier... I mean I do..due dillegence. I hate to even name my 'bank' though, but fine why not. https://www.military.com/daily-news/2020/10/21/usaa-bank-fined-85-million-federal-regulators-violations-of-law.html

Rogue from what I gather...pfft nvm I've been failing and missing the ball here too much I guess. Like I said must be an eastern thing to care your bank is by the beach. Hell maybe it's even sensory.. Hey I'm on the beach with thousands of miles of ocean ahead of me, but if I look back there's my banks towering physical structure reminding me what's what? This spawned from just looking at the massive skyscraper of a bank adjacent to the hotel they put me in when I'm signing a contract for the armed forces here... Very forboding to me anyway, but I'm probably a country boy at heart regardless of my tech jobs/careeer path...

Heaven forbid ya know, but hopefully Jackie actually has someone here she can trust to just kind of level with in DM's they would Ideally be female given the nature of a lot of her posts speaking about relationships probably in said school.. Because at least two of us have said DM's are open, but both of us are dudes and admittedly (I can only speak for myself I guess) though I'm game and have been there for ya know plutonic friends and tried to provide a shoulder ya know... 'girl talk' I think (if I put the term in the right way) does go a lot further in situations like this... As for the thread topic since a lot of users did the opposite of me, where would I go if I could? Some of the forests of Japan sound awesome idk..Even the infamous one...Alternatively I watched a conservation channel I follow go into hostile African terrirtory to join with local rangers in protecting a gorilla troop. Shit seems carthartic looking at the view, but you definitely don't escape political bullshit even in remote, and wild areas like that so.. Idk I'm a realist.

Gotta hand it to a user here these guys are actually intriguing.

Must be an eastern thing to care if your banks by the beach. Right on.

Saved this one for last.. More of meme/ comic relief thing, but more relevant..

I don't have any kind of televised sports boner, and it gets really awkward working as a cable tech sometimes...This one old lady has like 5 tvs in her living room ALL with various cable boxes attached to her account that uses to watch various sporting games/matches that are on at the same time. She has safegaurd which protects her from being charged when she can't figure out why one of the damn 4 tvs/boxes isn't giving her a sports boner.. One day when I came into reboot her boxes or switch the tv with the blank screen back to the correct input she was like REALLY YOUNG MAN YOU DON'T WATCH FOOTBALL!? BASKETBALL!? WELL WHAT ABOUT HUNTING THEN!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MEHHhh! It get's really awkward not being able to talk sports shit to the sports customers cuz they like sports zombies in a nutshell... They go into a hostile state if you're not able to chime in on their emotions about the latest game or superbowl as well... Sometimes makes me want to back up slowly, and make a break for it.

Milaukees best tastes like shit though, and just by association in your post I'm sure Seirra Nevada can't be much better. If I drink actual beer I go for this a lot. I need to settle for something a bit less niche though I think since a 6 pack can go for like 10, 12 bucks here though. I also liked budweiser black crown. One of the only Anheuser busch brews I've actually enjoyed over the years, but it doesn't exist at least in any kind of store in my area... Those are both just 6%ers I think, but they taste great to me.

More or less a scam. The idea itself makes for a good thought experiment, but the idea itself is also really dangerous since many of the same people that are gonna spread the idea are people that have already succeeded in cyrpto pump 'n' dumps and so forth. That's all I can think anyway. The same people that know they can convince others to invest in their shitcoin...Which is really a thing btw. https://www.coingecko.com/en/coins/shitcoin will certainly love the buzz around NFT's and try to use the grey area of understanding the general public has of them to their advantage anyway. Your understanding of the purpose of NFT's is just as good as mine if not better though probably. Who knows maybe I have a million dollar jpeg tucked away in my hardrive somewhere. This youtuber has teamed up and done some research into the area here, but I mean...He goes off in tangents on every topic so of course this one seems to make him just wordgasm, and wtf more than explain the shit in a way that helps people not too familiar with the crypto world catch up on the madness...

It'd have to be something more powerful then elmers glue idk..

Wow. The 'I wanna kill myself' thing.... I've been through a lot of shit lady. Not sure how my reputation even stands here sometimes since I'm definitely guilty of using this place as an outlet for simular reasons...Jackie You've been here for so long, and your one of the only users outside poe territory that actually seem real and relatable when you post about your goals, struggles etc. I've lost a damn good friend to suicide already. I don't think feelings like those that lead you in the direction of purposeful death can be ran from honestly. I have them myself, but I also have a lot of other shit that's hard to explain in a message board post... All I can say is pm me if you want to talk about shit or yadayada. Moving...Especially to new and drastically different areas is not the answer in my experience. Maybe it's yours, and it can work. Only you can make that shit work though honestly. I felt the same way being active duty.. Hmm This place I have to go to next sounds nice...Hawaii is on the table. A change of scenery can only do so much is all I'm saying.

NAh... NTS Mr.Freeman render gif might just need to go in my sig..